i always end up in this position, eff

uhh i think my dog ate a bandaid trying to get to the salsa on top of the record player. hahaha ( Read more... )

i think that its pretty difficult to make me unhappy, i look for ways so be happy all the time. i think he did a perfect job of breaking my heart and i still want to be happy for him. i still view him as an amazing person. i still wish him the best. i still love him.
the only difference now is that i miss him.

i don't know how i controlled myself for so long. why is he so perfect?

i don't know how i have any dignity after the last couple weeks. but breaks over now and i can go back to school and not drink every night.

and i see you
hiding your face in your hands
talking about far away lands
you think no one understands
listen to my hands..//

well, i was arrested friday night. apparently if you can't pass a field sobriety test but blow a .01 bac they just assume you're on drugs and arrest you. even after you explain you've been on a plane for 6 hours, and had nothing to eat but coffee in the last 12 hours, its a scientific fact that you are high because your pulse, blood pressure and ( Read more... )

boys do dumb things.

love don't play any games with me
anymore like she did before
world won't wait so i better shake
that thing right out there through the door
hell, i still love you, new york ..//

he told me i'm sweet, loving and beautiful
i told him i love him
he told me he doesn't want me to hurt anymore
and then he left me crying and alone