Here I sit sipping my tea,
Wondering if you'll think of me.
It's hard for me to say
by what rules you choose to play
I just keep finding pieces of myself
and they're all wasting away.

A starved figure eyes this room
Once healthy and fit now no longer fit for a groom,
Too slender, too thin, what kind of state is she in?

An icy chill hits me still once in ( Read more... )

The week started out good. I ordered new shoes and am still waiting for their arrival however when I went to bed things got upsetting. A little while after I got over my terrible cold that was in fact, I started getting a pain in my left side up near my arm. Since I am in weight-training I just attributed this to a pulled muscle or a pinched nerve ( Read more... )

Concealed underneath our sutchered-up skin,
Arteries gutter the bad blood within,
Our canine teeth feast on fallen fresh meat,
while our brains throb a rhythm with sin for a beat.

We would've already sold hearts made of gold,
and our tongues leak a toxin we cannot withhold,
Our broken bones and muscles are beyond repair,
And the lungs in our chests cease ( Read more... )

Longer winters have been endured, of this I'm sure,
but recently the wanting's worsened, of this I am quite certain,
We share an empty stomach but I guess the wanting fills it,
and when emptiness consumes you, there is no way to kill it.

A clear memory of a hazy thicket,
snow-stained image rich and permanent,
the bare bones of bushes and scant trees,
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My initial reaction was to avoid this man as much as possible. Even though we were related I had found that most interactions with him were distant and at times unsavory. He was an older man that had stopped caring about being politically correct and made sure his last viewpoints on this earth were heard by whomever chose to listen. He was abrasive ( Read more... )

If there were no questions you could ask, if there was nothing you could do, if there was nowhere to run, would you stay?

It does not matter how she got there. The only truth was she was there, and is still there now. It does not matter if she was on her way to market or to a meeting, a date or a funeral. She was there and so was the crushing, ( Read more... )

Well here is another update for you lovely kiddies that read this lovely rarely renewed log.

I recently found out that I have an intolerance to gluten, that is some complex or something that is found in wheat, rye and barley. There are gluten free flours and things like that but basically I just can't eat bread. Or cookies or pastries and things ( Read more... )

So Caitlin and I attended a 24-hour art thing which turned out to be more of well...6 hours? maybe 7...because we left. Because people were being immature and it wasn't very much fun for either of us. After the first activity which was painting things that were like cereal boxes and the such to make 'products' of our own things seemed to be going ( Read more... )

So what so what so what

So what makes the living dead,
so what makes the white turn red,
what makes the world end,
what breaks beyond bend.

The mourning tide breaks through the windows,
Slowly escaping nights peaceful hold,
Bird songs bloom and animals wake,
I pray dear lord my soul you'd take.

Another demon dream turning in a brain,
Another dawn down ( Read more... )

Though your stomach heaves and does lurch,
the vultures above have found a perch,
in the morning it will be March.

An empty bathroom window with an empty bathing tub,
Your spine lines the porcelain under highly sung cherub,
A thousand dolls faces beneath you pre-scrubbed.

Bloodless boneless beauties with eyes that never close,
Donning victorian ( Read more... )