I dont know what to say to heather after she asked me to pick between her and andy. Im disapointed in the fact that she would say that. (you'v heard it lots of times and its true a real friend dosent make you pick between two things that are mportant to you.) Any ways she knows that i dont want to loss her and she knows who i would pick. I dont ( Read more... )

So Ben's back in town from college. Thats great cause i miss him alot. More than you know. makes me kinda... yeah inside, you know ( Read more... )

So... thats what i think about ever time heather gets mad at me or makes me feel like a bad friend. I dont know these days i feel like i want her to notice me. but shes to raped up in her self to notice any thing. it always about how i dont tell her any thing these days. when im thinking i would if she would give me the time to say it. to be honest ( Read more... )

so...I was talking to heather last nigh. Wouldnt realy call it talking though because, she never wants to realy talk about anything these days. She makes me feel like she dosent trust me about any thing. That bugs me alot. Though im asking too many ?'s. I dont get it ( Read more... )

So prom this big thing that i think is a loud of crap. So senior year and everyone is talking about it. Even my best friend talking about it. But i though this hole time that we were just going to hang out, and have fun. That would be nice, right guess not.Any ways she wasn't even in to the hole thing till she got a date. Mr. ben hogges. love of my ( Read more... )

So i hate when ppl dont want to tell me any thing. for some reason heather dsent want to tell me why her and ben are not going to prom. I dont get it a couple of mouths ago ben was all she could talk about and now its like she wants him to die or something. I dont know. too be honest that was her a couple of weeks ago too. It kinda bugs me case iit ( Read more... )

some times i wish my fake friends will just pretend to lission to me. But once again im a no one. Dont even know if the ppl that call me a friend will even miss me. Not saying that im going to kill my self cause i think in the end that everything will be grand, yeah im dreaming. i dont get why ppl have to pretend to say that ther going to do them- ( Read more... )

so i was right when i said that me telling jim would of been a bad thing. Heather she's right i cant keep my mouth shut. But for some reason i though that he would say yes. i dont think she understands that i just want her to be happy and its clear that she's not geting that with me. i dont know any thing. theres a lot more things that a guy can do ( Read more... )

I think that the more i hang out with heather the more she feels not wanted. I dont like that, cause i feel like i need her ever day. I dont know that she gets that par. Maybe i think to much about my self. Thats why i can never keep a best friend for long.I set to many goals for my self. Heather says that i spend to much time at work . I hope she ( Read more... )

So i dont know what it is about fire thats so exciting, but i like it alot. this weekend me and the guys where hanging out. I admit that i probly want do it again.Kris Has one of the guys seems to think that i want to have his babys.I dont a parently he thaught i was in to chicks, cause i hang out with heather alot. But thats no reason it means ( Read more... )