Why does it all have to be so hard ( Read more... )

How am I ever going to get through the day today ( Read more... )

So I wanted to try to relax and enjoy this weekend as much as possible, since I'm now back at work. Snuffy and I have had pretty good mornings together - but yesterday afternoon was really hard.

She just woke up - so more later!

4 hours down, 4 to go ( Read more... )

Today is our "test run" with Snuffy getting to Grumsie's house by Mike in the morning and my making sure I can pump enough in two sessions to get her through a day. She woke up on her own at 5:59AM, with the alarm set for 6, not a bad start. She ate well and I got her ready and didn't even have to drag Mike out of bed to get himself up. But as ( Read more... )

I have not posted in forever - basically since right before Snuffy was born. It has been amazing becoming a mother. And it continues to be amazing every day. It really feels like what I was meant to be - but it's also really hard, and nothing like what I thought it would be ( Read more... )

I'm working from home today. Today is T-3 days until C-section is scheduled. Now I haven't forgotten that Snuffy could turn at the last minute and that would change everything, but I am being realistic and not expecting this. Snuffy has been in the same basic location for over 6 weeks now - and I don't think he/she has any intention of moving. ( Read more... )

I haven't done one of these in so long - so I decided to give this one a go ( Read more... )

It would be so nice to be able to breathe easily again ( Read more... )

I just wanted to wish everyone a Happy Valentine's Day. It has not historically been one of my favorite holidays, but it's gotten a little better in the past few years. I was hoping to have a more relaxing day since I finally got to telecommute again today - but it's still beed stressful, and I realized I take better care of myself at work than ( Read more... )