Several things to cover this time around since I haven't journaled like a good little girl ( Read more... )

So, um...I'm thinking about changing my name before transition for school related reasons and have only been able to think of a few possibilities. I would like a few more options to choose from so any of you reading this (which is probably only Stacy), please feel free to voice any suggestions you may have. Only requirements are that suggestions be ( Read more... )

Had my 1st electro appt yesterday and damn am I impressed with the results! For an hour's worth of work she got a hell of a lot of hair gone and I do mean gone! I have never seen my skin so smooth and yesterday was the 1st time since I was probably 15 that I've seen it without a shadow! It wasn't even painful really. It took a while for her to ( Read more... )

Yes I probably should be doing something other than writing in my journal such as sleeping, but I felt like writing, so here I am. I've been making some great strides toward getting where I want to be in the last couple months. Ok, maybe great strides is a bit of an exaggeration. Actually, "moving forward" is probably a more accurate description. I ( Read more... )

It seems pretty pathetic that my life has felt so busy that I've had an entire month to think about what I want to talk about at my counseling session tomorrow and have not been able to get to it until now. Obviously I will want to relate what I found out at my meeting with "F", but I know that probably wont' take up but a fraction of my time and ( Read more... )

This will be another short & sweet entry b/c I'm journaling when I should be reading homework instead, but since I shold have written this a week ago, here I sit ( Read more... )

This will be short & to the point b/c I'm procrastinating from homework which will end up killing me if I keep it up, but I felt the need to journal this, so here goes ( Read more... )

What do you do when you want to fall in love, but you can't even fall in like because of fundamental differences between who you are inside and who everybody else expects and wants you to be? Do you be yourself at the cost of losing anyone and everyone who may ever have had a chance at caring about you, or do you subvert your own wants, desires, ( Read more... )

When I was younger and actually up into my early 30s, I would have these very vivid dreams of all types and would actually be able to remember them almost entirely after waking up, which was kinda nice. It was often like living out a story from a book, and then being able to remember the events as you would remember the events from you vacation 2 ( Read more... )

Sometimes my job entails a fair amount of driving, and since my brain sees quietly driving down the road without "processing" any thought as wasted time, driving is my "thinking time." Sometimes I use it to plan and make decisions, but more often than not it's just random, undirected thoughts and/or daydreams that come and go as they please ( Read more... )