...that special time of year when i actually feel i have something worth posting ( Read more... )

so, this is my quarterly "no, i'm not dead" post. nope, not dead. just doing the commuting thing(all the way to hurst/bfe) and working 8 to 5, for a bit, at the bell helicopter plant doing deskside support. mostly, i just wanted to put up some pictures of our new family member, niles the australian shepherd, since he's so damn cute (and because i ( Read more... )

things weren't working; i've withdrawn from school and am home in plano looking for a job. for those patient enough to want the extreme rambly version, there's this: (i suppose it'll have to be public, since sharene is the only one who wants to read it.)
( transposed from a diary i've written in about 3 times in the 6 years since i've bought it )

just thought i'd recommend a movie i saw friday night, fellini's 8 1/2. it's the only movie i've seen of his, and i was really impressed by it. i have only fair tolerance to movies which are subtitled, old, or black and white, and this was all three. i was concerned at first that it wasn't going anywhere, but it unfolded quite nicely. i guess ( Read more... )

for those of you who were wondering: no, i was not packing for 4 days straight :P i went on a cruise to cozumel with my mom's whole side of the family. remind me not to do things like this in the future. it was better than those old vacations with just my parents, to be sure, but the rest of my family expects pleasant, shallow conversation that i ( Read more... )

dreams are funny funny things, and in the past couple of days i've been remembering way more than i usually do. and i'm a little disturbed by the amount of violence in them. the one i just woke up from involved my killing someone (maybe two or three people) with a screwdriver, somewhere in the course of a home-ec type class... maybe they weren't ( Read more... )

( dream, don't read unless bored )

you know, as ambivalent as my feelings about this whole growing up/ becoming responsible/ learning to take care of myself Thing have been lately, when i notice other people maturing it seems beautiful, and it makes me feel like we're all gonna be okay. much love, guys ( Read more... )

strange thoughts today, strange thoughts. probably not interesting enough to justify the third post in 24 hours, but writing helps sort, and feedback, while generally more likely to make me feel crazy than help my situation, is always interesting. i've tried talking to various people, but for the most part i wind up feeling like i'm talking to a ( Read more... )

am aware that any whining from a suburbanite white girl is probably rather annoying to any of you who might have real problems. however, having lived an easy life leaves one with little protection against what does come up.