I had a very vivid dream when I took my afternoon nap today that I came home from work today to find a big party for CJ, and a certain somebody we wanted to have a threesome with was attending, so we were making everything all perfect to make it happen. We had to go the store to get something, and before we went back to the car CJ went off to pee ( Read more... )

Love is just a drug ( Read more... )

Oh this world just keeps going to hell in a hand basket....I didn't want it to go down like this. Things are going to start getting really scary soon.

I sure do get tired of being such a fuck-up sometimes.

And so it goes ( Read more... )

I am so certain sometimes that we owe certain people karmic debt from past lives. It's just so inexplicable why we stay bound to people sometimes despite how poorly they treat us. And then I remember plenty of times in this lifetime where I have treated people this way, and very much deserve this treatment back, which makes me believe you can never ( Read more... )

You won't be able to find worth in yourself until you start doing worthwhile things, and all that really means is being there for somebody else.

Sometimes I'm not a very nice person. It's taken so many years to get CJ to actually help me out with household responsibilities that I started to assume it would never happen. But always, and I really do mean always, right as I'm about to give up on him, he does exactly what he needs to do. I retract all my previous cruel statements about him. I ( Read more... )

"Here in the dark we are safe from the judgment ( Read more... )

Taking control of my dog's lives has taught me to take better control of my own. I make healthier eating decisions because I learned about nutrition...for my dogs. I get exercise now because dogs need exercise. I've even learned how to change deeply ingrained behavior patterns thanks to dogs. I have always been a self-sacrificer, I have always made ( Read more... )