i'm happy. i wrote another song. it's kind of funny. i like it. it's about having sex in a playground. it's funny. lol. i love merrick. he makes me feel like he will never leave me. this weekend was cool. friday, we went with jesse and merrick to see some sort of acrobat thing, but i was so fucked up on pain killers and pot that i could barely pay ( Read more... )

"The Counsel"----Roxanne Legere 4/4/05 ( Read more... )

things are cool. i'm at the slu library. we got 2nd place for our spanish play. woohoo. there were 9 plays. i don't know whether to be disappointed or not. i think i did well ( Read more... )

meow...meow....cat chow. i don't know. i'm really happy and all, things are great. i wonder if ky and christie and michelle are mad at me. they haven't been commenting. tear. i love life. i worry a lot now though. i don't know. i love merrick. he loves me. i wrote a kickass song(my first song). i'm gonna type it up soon and put it on here. the ( Read more... )

me and merrick's 1 month anniversary!!! yippee. i love him.

I had the most amazing break in the world. slipknot was amazing. i was FRONT row. right in front of cory. i got a guitar pick from BOTH of the guitarists(mick AND jim). it was so great. the best concert ever. it was so much fun. then, we just partied as usual that weekend. i'm happy. horty and i are friends again. we had a long talk monday and made ( Read more... )

we got so stoned last night, bobby and i. it was great. and i talked to merrick a lot. finished my term paper. bonus points! woohoo. things are great. concert is tomorrow. woohoo. slipknot rocks my socks. i can't wait. i want a hoodie. tears. merrick might not be able to get me one. i'm gonna ask my mommy. she'll so say no. but oh well. merrick ( Read more... )

why can't i just be happy? merrick is the best guy i've ever met and i'm gonna mess it up by being depressing. i love him and he only wants me to be happy and i am. i just, i don't know. he deserves better. i love him so much. he says he'll never leave me. i can't help but be scared that he'll hurt me. he's always saying that he's not jay and i ( Read more... )

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HOTTNESSS!!!!!!!!!

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