Just because you're unhappy doesn't mean you have the right to treat me like crap. You are an asshole to EVERYONE, and no one likes the way you treat them. You're selfish and mean and intentionally hurtful. you see people as something to be dealt with not loved and cared about, something to help you get somewhere, not someone to cherish and ( Read more... )

....has an unreasonable crush.

damn.

I gotta say, Christmas is awesome this year. I am up in Anchorage and here are all the reasons this is cool ( Read more... )

I have never felt so horribly empty and lonely.

I wish this stupid joke would end.

Chris asked me a question last night at the Cold War Kids concert. He asked me if I always thought sad thoughts. He also asked me if I was happy. He meant on the whole ( Read more... )

I fell in love with a city ( Read more... )

So Chris and I were talking tonight, and he was digging through some boxes at his parent's house in St. Louis frantically searching for the bible he was given when he was confirmed. Apparently he has been feeling compelled lately to pick it up and read it again ( Read more... )

I am not concise today, and mostly i am typing my thoughts as they come, all explanations being first for myself.

I had a series of really really crazy dreams last night, and i woke up this morning completely groggy and only remembering the final dream, which was stupid. As I was sitting here at my computer (at work) reading sardonic_artery's latest entry, i ( Read more... )

I am so tired ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to make of life out here. In a nutshell, everything feels hollow and empty. I am happy enough right now--I have a great job, just found a new apartment to move into in August when my lease is up, my ankle is slowly healing ( Read more... )