Ever since Shaudee I feel like I've just been faking it through the rest of my relationships. I really can't imagine loving anyone again, no matter how much I want to. All my lowest lows and demoralization followed after I came to terms with the fact that nothing would come of that relationship. Shaudee had the patience to help shape me into a ( Read more... )

It began with a fucking ridiculous line of cars, but once that hell had passed the party began. I made friends with my camping neighbors almost immediately and they were such awesome people. I barely even slept the first night, but I still pushed on through most of the first day.
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Wine, dark chocolate, and Cheez-its.
Add a fresh canvas then go on an intergalactic adventure.

I fail at friendships ( Read more... )

( I'm fine, but... )

That's more like it. Third time's a charm and I'm making sure to actually act upon what I've learned from my mistakes. This would be as opposed to learning, but pulling the whole 'dgaf' bs ( Read more... )

I could really do without these emotions. They are making this all very difficult. I would like to believe I am stronger than my emotions, but often times I prove to myself that I am not. Yet they are so fickle I never really know what to do. I am strongly tempted to fall into old mistakes, like jealousy, obsession, or self pity. I am above ( Read more... )

I want to cry, a lot.
How long will it take to repair the damage I did this time?

I've got a hunger ( Read more... )

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