i can't decide if this is finished yet, but i like it enough i guess ( Read more... )

I can't wait for mosquito bites, sunburns, barefeet, sandy everything.  I can't wait to spend my days and nights in Providence, my favorite place on earth. I can't wait for a road trip to tennessee with the some of the people I'll miss the most next year to hear some of the most amazing music ever.  I can't wait to have a summer job that i enjoy ( Read more... )

i am  transferring schools.
i am deviant, left-handedly, red-hairedly, and otherwise.
i am mentally prepared.
i am going to bonnaroo!
i am going to miss you people.
i am only i.

me, i'm always drowning in
the water, the whiskey, and the wine.
oh, look how i managed to
make a circus of us this time.

and you said:
i am only i.
you are only you.
we are only we,
for a little while.

 i'm so sick of being positive about this, and i'm starting to think that it really is something to worry about. nothing seems to be helping and i feel like this isn't even the worst of it.

my earthquake wakes me from
 my sleep that never comes
 are you breathing?

i'm scared out of my fucking mind right now and i wish it wasn't 5 in the morning so i could tell someone about it.

 i  am so sick of ( Read more... )

so it's that day again ( Read more... )

my parents approve of my dream to be an archaeologist! and they are absolutely okay with me going across the pond for a few weeks this summer to do field work! i am on friggin cloud a million!!!!

every year i wait until the end of december so i can utilize the counting crows' "long december" in a sensical manner, but something always comes up and i forget. this leaves me to start the new year off in a state of disappointment because i realize what i've done (yet again) and that i'll have to wait another year (yet again). And i promise ( Read more... )