as michelle has already noted.. its a boy... his name shall be Malakai Ender Dominguez... Malakai cause thats tupac's name in bullet... Ender cause of my Husband Christopher Ender Carrabba... and Dominguez cause thats his father's last name ( Read more... )

yeah I'm a retard! I know... fuck it ( Read more... )

so yeah I'm at laura's I finally went to the doctor.. ummm... yeah I have a pic of the child.. haha it looks sorta like a misfits skull.. I have another appointment monday where I'll hopefully find out what it is and I'm gonna get blood sucked out of me... fun!.... word... my life is the same... I dyed my hur... back to black and purple... and I ( Read more... )

theres really nothing to say but since I'm not able to get on here very often... I will take advantage of every chance I get... so no new development cept for the fact that I have just found out that laura is pregnant... and by just found out... I mean like two minutes ago... she just took a test... crazyness... I'm talking to marty its nice just ( Read more... )

okay... well... for those of you who actually still give a flying fuck or are bored enough to read my shit... you may have noticed I haven't updated in a cold minute... the truth is that my life is more fucked up than ever.... and looking back on all the times that I felt like I was drowning... fuck that wasn't anything... well a lil over a month ( Read more... )

I miss him... I am enamoured with him... to the point where I would slit my throat if he asked me to....... I fucking love him... more than I've ever loved myself... Gad I wish he were here I wish I could hold him... fuck even the thought of the first time we kissed makes me weak... fuck I want to feel his skin... I want to hear his voice... I'm ( Read more... )

man... the news is fucking depressing... all that shit that happened in the south.. is pretty fucked up... today I was watching spanish news and they covered like 20 seconds of how people are living in the aftermath... but then like 10 minutes later they were talking about some chocolate that was gonna melt and was saved in the south.. fuck those ( Read more... )

umm... my life... well really no new developments... everyday is a chain of events linked to the day before and so on and each day the chain grows longer, I hope i run out of links soon... I've been more emo lately... not like slit my wrist emo... cause I'm much more creative destructive than that.... sometime I feel like just letting my fucking ( Read more... )

ummm..... so I've been pretty okay lately... not too depressed... moreso angry.... the people I work with (with the exception of my friends) drive me insane and I want to kill em... its getting fucking ridiculous... its worse than fucking high school... seriously I hope they choke and die.... I'm not gonna go into details cause it will upset me ( Read more... )

so two nights ago I had the most fucked up dream.... and I can't seem to get it out of my head... so my dream... I dreamt that I was at that party and gene showed up with another girl and and I wanted to kill her... oh man as my dream played on he was with her and I was like I don't care if youre with her I just want you to leave her... basically I ( Read more... )