damn I wish I could go back to a year ago... even if then I felt like shit and everything felt hard... fuck now it feels fucking impossible... fuck a year ago I had nothing to worry about... now I'm fucking going insane... and my life has to fall into place... fuck how i fuck myself over...
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Ruby

okay so my life for the past few weeks has been pretty much the same with the minor exception of mood changes and morning sickness... so I told my mom already... eh she's fine... she just tried to lecture me about how i knew better and all kinds of shit and she was being all drama queen but she's fine.. fuck everyone knows... it doesn't matter ( Read more... )

fuck not even the fact that I will see chris play a solo acoustic set on monday can make me forget fucking geno ( Read more... )

this is ridiculous ( Read more... )

umm yesterday was fucking hot ( Read more... )

fuck so everytime I eat I feel like throwing up... fuck even when I don't eat I feel like throwing up.... ugh! I guess the baby doesn't want me to forget he's here... haha ... I think its a boy.... haha... it doesn't really matter... either way its cool... yeah... I think I should tell my brother before everyone else... I'm gonna wait till I'm out ( Read more... )

( Michelle if you read this... please don't tell anyone and make sure youre completly alone when you read it kay? I love you dearest! )

que me gaste yo la vida ( Read more... )

tiger army is good.. why in the world didn't I get into them sooner ( Read more... )

I love this fucking song.... ugh its probably cause it reminds me of gene... I like tiger Army... Santa carla twilight.... this song is so good... oh I miss gene!!
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Ruby