OK...in New York State. Family reunion. I told one cousin I was gay last year and now the whole freaking family knows and has an opinion. Why I told this cousin, I don't know. Stupid ( Read more... )

Well, I think it's time to make a change. I'm lonely, but I don't go out/make an effort to meet people. I'm bored, but I don't make an effort to do anything. I think I am out of shape, yet I rarely work-out...etc, etc ( Read more... )

So I met my psychiatrist for the first time today...looking back, my whole preconceived notion of how the appointment should have been was comletely wrong. First of all, walking in there, he didn't know anything about my past pschiatric history, or medical history, for that matter ( Read more... )

Well, it's been awhile since I've journaled, hehe ( Read more... )

DESTINY'S CHILD HAPPY FACE LYRICS ( Read more... )

Ok...it's 6:52 am according to the iMac here in Clouse's lounge. I am at the music school for the first time in over 6 weeks at the butt crack of dawn, on a freekin' Sunday..Wondering how I got here: good question ( Read more... )

Ok...what to say ( Read more... )

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Just been so uninspired to journal lately. Still don't really feel more inspired, but I'll get over it ( Read more... )

The post (2 posts ago) about my being good the other day was prevenient (I looked that one up in the thesaurus...for fucking LJ, WHAT A LOSER ( Read more... )