Well there are some things that make no sense. I am a bad guy and all that. Teness, bottom line is I fought for our family to stay together from day one. All that crap about abortion and I stood strong. You're right I am not the one who birthed Caden. Does that really make you more of a parent.....you are more a part of his life now and all ( Read more... )

well I don't know what your journal says ... I don't want to look at it......I really don't know why you just went crazy on the phone calling me a child and everything. All I did was say that I need to see Caden on Christmas and I need to have my time with him. You can't keep telling me that I have to come over and see him....what about my ( Read more... )

yes another entry today.......yeah I miss my little dude and teness....I am so confused about what to do to make everything better but hopefully I will get things straight...and I need to make new friends or something....

I guess I have to wait til next week ...that sucks...I know Teness will be dissapointed...but I will try to set up a counseling appointment before that.....I probably do need this class cause I got lost trying to get there...I hate getting lost in Pontiac..so that ticked me off...and didn't make it but, Eric called and said I would have to call and ( Read more... )

Well, this is still very hard. I know I gotta get stronger so don't worry. I am getting stronger but, the stronger you get sometimes makes you care less about other people...but then again...the weaker you get sometimes you push people away..but then again the weaker you get you need someone there and when you're strong it's like saying I don't ( Read more... )

I miss boggle, tetris, clue, and you
I miss hugs, kisses, hloding hands, and you

well I am gonna call that church right after this...I sure hope I still have that brochure...I'll just call my dad if I can't find the number.....I never meant to make a bad situation worse.......now I know why the bible says something to the extent of surround yourself with angry people and you'll become angry......it's so true...I had a good grip ( Read more... )

yeah love can sicken worse than any disease.....or so it seems....but that must be offensive to some so I say that clearly is a metaphor........or something like that.......anyways....I miss the only girl that makes my heart beat............and the son that makes me want to be a better man

well I think I am gonna go back to lay down for a while and hopefully Nessa will call me back later......I needed to catch up on sleep....even though I always say you can't really get back sleep that you missed.................well.....teness do you really really worry that I am going to leave?......that is so weird.........and sad and worries me ( Read more... )

BEAUTIFUL
PRETTY
AMAZING
NICE
KIND
LOVING
GENUINE
FRIENDLY
INTELLIGENT
COURAGEOUS
STRONG
MOTHERLY:)
SEXY
CUTE
BENEVOLENT
SOOTHING
YEAH AND ALL KINDS OF MORE STUFFNESS BUT i'M HUNGRY....