it's interesting how it seems that noone in this empty blank world thinks anymore. Why not? i try byt i find that i can't continue this ever present battle to come up with context... i can continue to write poems, i can continue to have my scientific thoughts, byt who really cares? or who will give me material to continue these thoughts??? i find ( Read more... )

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Your home and family environment is likely to be the scene of many challenges now. Go over the original game plan and make sure you are still on track, Gemini. You are having a hard time keeping the target in sight, and a stray bullet will lead to serious consequences. Ask other people to go away if they are infringing on your space ( Read more... )

Yes, but what IF... . Today you seem to want concrete answers to the strangest of scenarios. Truth is, Gemini, that the things you're worried about are so outlandish that nobody else has seriously considered them, so there are no answers to your 'what if'. Take that as a hint! Relax! Fret - if you must at all - about things under your control, ( Read more... )

ever been in love? ever care? i know i have... to fucking mych to mych. i don't want to try anymore, cause all i feel is pain and there's nothing else. why keep trying when you know eventually everyone will hate you. for they always seem to ( Read more... )

how do u remember? most people don't know how to answer such a question. What do u mean how do i remember? i mean, how do you recover thoughts in your mind to view and understand them.. most of the time people get lost in the context of the second part, saddly i find humans accept and deal with what they are given ... never questioning it or ( Read more... )

[Verse One] Sitting here i'm pondering what i'm ment to be. Not to know or ever see the truth behind the mystery. Why am I plagued by me? Sitting here I cry my plee. But none to answer, none to see, the darkened pain that lives in me. And day by day I sit with me hopeing time will set me free. [Chorus] But all I get in the misery, is a world so ( Read more... )

i need something fresh, something new something obtuse and all esque, i've too long been in this emotion of complacency and time now requires i change it. I myst and need to find a path more green, and when living in a multiple mind you find that all change takes is decision, and support. I've never had that and i ponder of the present situation ( Read more... )

i'm struggling... to mych to do and no tyme to do it. What are we supposed to be doing any? i ponder at this and the things the lady has given us in these times anew... its provocative how she can write these things of such strength and understanding and yet have so little knowledge where she stands... more than that the openness and free ( Read more... )