Well the news just recently came over the phone...I only need a 2.0 to get my scholarship! And I only need a 3.0 to stay in honors! Yeah! I'm at a 2.78 right now. I own this campus. All 50,000 undergraduate students are my bitches. At least that's the way I feel right now. Homeworks done. Math quiz was successful. Paper is written. ( Read more... )

Today has been an emotionally crazy day...must be the medication restablizing in my system...I woke up at like 1:45...slightly later than the 10:00 wake up time I set my alarm for. Then I kinda pretended to do my math homework, although I had no idea what the hell I was doing. When I went to take my math quiz today, I was so nervous I almost ( Read more... )

Man things are out of control around here...I haven't gone to class since Monday. I slept through my Tuesday Math recitation while taking a nap that lasted 3 times as long as expected, and then I was up till 6 in the morning last night for no reason at all, and so I slept through my 930 Psych class and my 1130 English class. Shit. Thats all I ( Read more... )

Hey everybody, thanks for your comments on my last entry...guess I was a little hard on myself. I've been real critical of myself lately for some reason. Lately I've been trying to turn myself into some great human being, some highly moral, highly respectable, extrememly intellegent and insightful God-like being. Guess thats not really human at ( Read more... )

I recently discovered something about myself that I really dispise...the way I treat sex and women. I am a perverted bastard and I hate it. I wish I could wipe my slate clean of that reputation and start all over. It's my least favorite aspect of my person. I'm sick and tired of hurting people, especially girls, because I am a creepy asshole. ( Read more... )

Whew...I just got done writing my English paper. It really isn't as bad as I thought it would be, it's just a little bland. Thank God it's only a first draft. It's alot more BS than I was hoping it would be, though. I think I just need to sit down and write the damn thing and let it flow, you know? lol this paper doesn't feel that honest, there ( Read more... )

OH man it's been a shitty day. Don't feel like myself today, you know what I mean? Lol I got up at 12:30 and all I've had to eat all day was a couple of pop tarts. Shit, and I forgot to take my pill this morning. Gotta remember to do that. It's dark and depressing and cold outside. Ugh. Me and my roommate are just kinda sitting here killing ( Read more... )

Man today has been one of those days...shouldn't have woken up today. Lol I didn't do anything I was planning on getting done, I have to do a shitload of math homework and write a paper on "the Idea of the University" for Engish tomorrow. Sounds like a serious BS job to me. Lol this is what I was talking about yesterday. We had another one of ( Read more... )

I've been talking to a friend for the last couple of hours who needs help. She reminds me so much of myself it's scary. I hope that I can figure out what to do. I'd like to ask everyone to pray for her. Thank you.

Well I'm bored and I just got back from going out to eat with my Dad and Tiffany. I needed some good food the food is shitty here. Looks like i'm gonna have to get math tutoring to get me through the quarter. After that I think i'm done...no more math ever for me. I'm thinking of going directly into the art program next quarter...not sure yet ( Read more... )