Or I'm just not up to it.  That may be a more accurate take ( Read more... )

I've been to a lot of kink events this year and I am quite keen to keep going ( Read more... )

"I want you to hit me as hard as you can."

Is what I said to Mistress Jadis before my traditional birthday session.

Having been recently influenced by Fight Club, I have found the intensity of getting hit and pushing myself to the brink to be a useful tonic as I battle a sense of gloom that occasionally surfaces.

So she stood me up in the corner with ( Read more... )

I got an e-mail a little while ago asking if I would be interested in being a demo dummy for a workshop being staged by the people at Uber.  The world renowned Midori was coming to Australia and I was needed for her predicament bondage workshop ( Read more... )

I've had two in three night last week. I made a special effort to remember them.

On Wednesday morning I woke up from a dream based on Inglourious Basterds. I was the Bear Jew and another basterd and I had just taken out the guards outside Hitler's cinema box. Before we could charge in and do some Fuhrer shooting, a kinkycatlady came around the ( Read more... )

So I finished reading Fight Club the other day.

I had seen the film and it was slightly different from the book in that it was more of a narrative and less chaotic.  The film made an impression on me when I first saw it years ago, and it has had a renewed impact on me in recent weeks and months as I've had an increasing sense of gloom.

There are ( Read more... )

I went to RnR on Friday.

I've been going to more kink events recently, and I've been doing more at them.  I suppose I seem to have more friends who are interested in playing with me, and I have been getting more comfortable about playing in public.  This year Mistress Scarlette and I showed a whole dungeon full of people what a single tail whipping ( Read more... )

I was at a kink event about two months ago when I first encountered creepy naked guy.

Now I've seen plenty of people dressed and undressed in plenty of different ways at plenty of different events without being bothered by it.  In fact, the fact that creepy naked guy was naked wasn't a problem.  The fact that he was creepy was a problem.

I was ( Read more... )

I've written before about how taking a beating makes me feel tough.  There is a sense of pride that I get though playing when I endure all that there is to be dished out.  Plenty of times I have gritted my teeth and made sure that I am able to give Mistress Jadis something to hit until she decides she is done.

Recently I have been playing more and ( Read more... )

Every Wednesday in my house we have a communal dinner and take it in turns to cook.

Last night was my night to cook for myself and four women. I cooked up some Korean beef that got rave reviews. Afterwards without a word being said made the tea as I do every Wednesday, remembering to make one weak with half a sugar and milk, one mid strength with ( Read more... )