whispy
is angry.

If you're not careful some delicate part of your circulatory system is going to explode. Take up yoga or something. You're probably making people nervous.

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Because of an extremely nasty and harassing e-mail i received just a few minutes after writing earlier, i have changed my journal to one that is private and friends only. i am doing this for my own protection, because i will not receive hate mail like what was sent to me ( Read more... )

It's hard to believe, but i think i slept close to 12 hours last night/this morning. i woke up a couple of times to wander into the bathroom to make baby William happy, and then shuffled right back into bed on Master's side ( Read more... )

i see that what i did yesterday evening (about jumping on YIM) was a grave mistake. i know what the potential results could be before logging on, and yet i still did it just the same. *big sigh ( Read more... )

i should know better about things, but it seems this is a lesson that i feel i need to keep repeating to myself over and over. i haven't been on my computer in a while, and some of the bugs have finally been worked out of my system. Based on a request about trying to get a few pics up of Master, baby William, and myself up on my section of Master's ( Read more... )

i hate them. i despise them to the n'th degree. i hate the fact that it seems i am crying all the dang time, and no matter how hard i try to stop the tears, they only flow that much more easily. i hate how things are triggering within my mind so easily, and all i can do is think about the past (the distant, but not too distant). The tears begin and ( Read more... )

i think i figured out what was up with not being able to sleep night before last (aka yesterday morning). i forgot about taking my happy Prozac pill on Thursday (the day i started taking it, since i only take the weekly dose instead of daily dose), and ended up taking it Friday morning. i think that it was beginning to get in my system, and had my ( Read more... )

This isn't intended to be my journal entry for Saturday, but it might end up being that unintentionally. *big sigh* my brain won't shut off for the night. i feel extremely anxious, and have no earthly idea why ( Read more... )

Master and i go to see Baby Doctor again today. This appointment is for the monthy check-up, to make sure all is right with baby William, and that there are no problems since the last visit a couple of weeks ago. A few issues have come up that are going to be discussed with him, but nothing major or critical. Mostly, it involves changes that my ( Read more... )

Anger is such a powerful emotion. Depending on the situation, it can be an emotion that provides positive results, or results that can be devestating, leading up to potentially abusive situations. It's an emotion that is freely expressed by all people, and one that every person is entitled to experience and feel. That hasn't been the case with me ( Read more... )