Breaking Trust
Title:Breaking Trust
Author:ihrtkjr
Category:e/r, h/c, AU, and m-preg just because I don't really ever see them and I want to.
Spoilers:None right now, may change in the future.
Rating:R to NC-17. Just want to be sure.
Pairing:eventual Ryan/Eric, in the past Ryan/Speed, and Ryan/OMC
Summary:My universe, Speed lives in this,but he hurts Ryan (not like that) in the past. Their relationship is in the past, and Ryan/Eric will be along shortly. Right now Ryan will go through a little bit of hell first with the guy he met after the breakup. And (poor Ryan) his trust will break even more.
Warning:smut,good old fashioned smut. It is a m/m fic, so you have been warned.
A/N: Don't own, just borrowing. Am making no money so don't sue. This is my first fic so please tell me if I am doing anything wrong, but no flames please. Is AU. I can't read every story out there no matter how hard I try, so if this is like something you've read before, please let me know. I do not want to infringe on anyone's territory. Or not give credit were it's due. I am using all the knowledge I have on the subject of police work. Not much. So if some one could tell me if i'm doing something wrong, I'd be grateful.
Beta:ihrtangusyoung
Part: 9/?
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
"What's the stick say?" Eric asked, hovering over Ryan's shoulder.
"Nothing yet. There are two more minutes." Ryan would have laughed, but Eric was getting on his nerves. "It doesn't say yes or no instantaneously. Sit down."
"But it's been two months." Eric was practically whining, the need to know was so bad.
"We could just throw the test out and wait for the doctor to call. It shouldn't be that long, only a few more days." He knew it was mean, but Ryan couldn't help but play with his, 'Husband'. He smiled at the word.
Eric grinned. Ryan had been doing that for the past two months. It still amazed Ryan. Hell, it amazed Eric some days. He had been with Hank for four years, and in all that time he had never felt like he had after that first night with Ryan.
"Forever. You're my forever." Eric sighed, sitting down and pulling Ryan into his lap. He could feel the small bump that had seemed to appear overnight on Ryan's stomach, through the younger mans t-shirt. "But I still want to know what that damn stick says." Even feeling the proof, he muttered.
Ryan smiled, leaning back into the embrace.
"Patience is a virtue, or so I've heard." He smiled as felt Eric's hands slide under his shirt.
"I don't care. I want to know now." Eric stated, sulking a little.
"Sheesh. You'd think that was something important, like licking the spoon. Pudding sounds good. Oh, so do donuts. I want sugar." Ryan almost whimpered at his thoughts. "Yummy."
Eric laughed, knowing Ryan liked to watch what he put in his body.
"We can stop when we pick up Jay. And-" He bolted off the couch when the timer went off. "I'll look, I'll look!" He shouted from the bathroom.
"It is like licking the spoon to him." Ryan muttered, laughing. "Big kid." He called as Eric came out of the bathroom. Ryan's body relaxed at the sight of the blinding smile.
"Daddy doubted me, but I knew." Eric whispered with his head on Ryan's stomach. He kissed the slight bump before moving up to Ryan's mouth. "Nothing to worry about." He said, placing his hands over their baby.
"So does that mean I get donuts?" Ryan asked.
"What the hell is going on with you?" Speed asked, sitting down next to a beaming Eric.
Eric leaned over and whispered in his ear.
"Repeat that please."
Eric whispered again.
"Excuse me?"
Eric said it once more.
"What? When the hell did this happen? And you didn't say a fucking thing." Speed yelled at his friend.
"What's all the yelling about?" Calleigh asked, stepping into the break room.
Horatio, Alexx and Tripp came running when they heard the scream.
"What's wrong?" Alexx asked, looking at the sight before her. She took in the fact that Speed was pissed and that Calleigh was strangling the life out Eric with a hug.
"Well?" Horatio asked, looking between the three of them. "What's going on?" He saw, not only the anger, but the pain on his lover's face.
"Eric got his husband pregnant. And he didn't tell any of us." Speed muttered the last part.
"I thought you weren't with Hank anymore." Tripp said.
"Then who is it?" Alexx asked.
Calleigh managed to pull herself together.
"It's that Patrol Officer." She said, sharing a look with Alexx. "You know the one." She smiled.
Only Horatio saw the look flash across Speed's face.
"He could have told me. You could have told me. You had to know they were married. You both kept this from me. How could you?" He was shouting now, but he didn't care.
"It's their marriage. Honey." Horatio held Tim's face in his hands. "I don't think he knew it would hurt you this bad. Ryan's happy, Eric's happy, and they're both thinking about their family now."
"It doesn't hurt." Tim spat out.
"Don't lie to me." Horatio whispered. "You think I'm stupid, that I can't see it. I know."
"You don't know anything." He shouted. "How could he." He whispered.
Tim crumpled into his arms.
"It'll be ok. It'll be ok." He said over and over again, rocking his lover. He just hoped it was true.
Ryan was lying in bed in his boxers, having been pushed onto his back by his husband. And said husband was currently carrying on a conversation with their unborn child.
"I'm not sure the baby can hear you right now honey." Ryan said, running his hands through Eric's hair.
"I told people at work today. So we should be hearing from my mother soon." Eric raised his head slightly.
"That should be fun. I called Uncle Ron this morning. And I think we should tell Jay tomorrow."
"Have you told anyone at work yet?"
"The Captain, Lee, and Jake know. I think Sheila does too. But I'm not sure. I should probably tell you before we go to sleep, but I don't want to talk to your mother. The woman tried to hit me last time we ran into each other, remember?"
"That's kinda hard to forget. Seeing as how I was the one holding her back." A shudder ran through Eric at the memory. "That was such a fun visit." He said, sarcasm dripping from his voice.
"I don't want to talk about your mother anymore. I don't need the nightmares."
Eric moved up to lie beside Ryan.
"No nightmares." He said wrapping his arms around Ryan.
"Love you." Ryan yawned.
"Love you too." Eric smiled, whispering into Ryan's ear.
Author:ihrtkjr
Category:e/r, h/c, AU, and m-preg just because I don't really ever see them and I want to.
Spoilers:None right now, may change in the future.
Rating:R to NC-17. Just want to be sure.
Pairing:eventual Ryan/Eric, in the past Ryan/Speed, and Ryan/OMC
Summary:My universe, Speed lives in this,but he hurts Ryan (not like that) in the past. Their relationship is in the past, and Ryan/Eric will be along shortly. Right now Ryan will go through a little bit of hell first with the guy he met after the breakup. And (poor Ryan) his trust will break even more.
Warning:smut,good old fashioned smut. It is a m/m fic, so you have been warned.
A/N: Don't own, just borrowing. Am making no money so don't sue. This is my first fic so please tell me if I am doing anything wrong, but no flames please. Is AU. I can't read every story out there no matter how hard I try, so if this is like something you've read before, please let me know. I do not want to infringe on anyone's territory. Or not give credit were it's due. I am using all the knowledge I have on the subject of police work. Not much. So if some one could tell me if i'm doing something wrong, I'd be grateful.
Beta:ihrtangusyoung
Part: 9/?
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
"What's the stick say?" Eric asked, hovering over Ryan's shoulder.
"Nothing yet. There are two more minutes." Ryan would have laughed, but Eric was getting on his nerves. "It doesn't say yes or no instantaneously. Sit down."
"But it's been two months." Eric was practically whining, the need to know was so bad.
"We could just throw the test out and wait for the doctor to call. It shouldn't be that long, only a few more days." He knew it was mean, but Ryan couldn't help but play with his, 'Husband'. He smiled at the word.
Eric grinned. Ryan had been doing that for the past two months. It still amazed Ryan. Hell, it amazed Eric some days. He had been with Hank for four years, and in all that time he had never felt like he had after that first night with Ryan.
"Forever. You're my forever." Eric sighed, sitting down and pulling Ryan into his lap. He could feel the small bump that had seemed to appear overnight on Ryan's stomach, through the younger mans t-shirt. "But I still want to know what that damn stick says." Even feeling the proof, he muttered.
Ryan smiled, leaning back into the embrace.
"Patience is a virtue, or so I've heard." He smiled as felt Eric's hands slide under his shirt.
"I don't care. I want to know now." Eric stated, sulking a little.
"Sheesh. You'd think that was something important, like licking the spoon. Pudding sounds good. Oh, so do donuts. I want sugar." Ryan almost whimpered at his thoughts. "Yummy."
Eric laughed, knowing Ryan liked to watch what he put in his body.
"We can stop when we pick up Jay. And-" He bolted off the couch when the timer went off. "I'll look, I'll look!" He shouted from the bathroom.
"It is like licking the spoon to him." Ryan muttered, laughing. "Big kid." He called as Eric came out of the bathroom. Ryan's body relaxed at the sight of the blinding smile.
"Daddy doubted me, but I knew." Eric whispered with his head on Ryan's stomach. He kissed the slight bump before moving up to Ryan's mouth. "Nothing to worry about." He said, placing his hands over their baby.
"So does that mean I get donuts?" Ryan asked.
"What the hell is going on with you?" Speed asked, sitting down next to a beaming Eric.
Eric leaned over and whispered in his ear.
"Repeat that please."
Eric whispered again.
"Excuse me?"
Eric said it once more.
"What? When the hell did this happen? And you didn't say a fucking thing." Speed yelled at his friend.
"What's all the yelling about?" Calleigh asked, stepping into the break room.
Horatio, Alexx and Tripp came running when they heard the scream.
"What's wrong?" Alexx asked, looking at the sight before her. She took in the fact that Speed was pissed and that Calleigh was strangling the life out Eric with a hug.
"Well?" Horatio asked, looking between the three of them. "What's going on?" He saw, not only the anger, but the pain on his lover's face.
"Eric got his husband pregnant. And he didn't tell any of us." Speed muttered the last part.
"I thought you weren't with Hank anymore." Tripp said.
"Then who is it?" Alexx asked.
Calleigh managed to pull herself together.
"It's that Patrol Officer." She said, sharing a look with Alexx. "You know the one." She smiled.
Only Horatio saw the look flash across Speed's face.
"He could have told me. You could have told me. You had to know they were married. You both kept this from me. How could you?" He was shouting now, but he didn't care.
"It's their marriage. Honey." Horatio held Tim's face in his hands. "I don't think he knew it would hurt you this bad. Ryan's happy, Eric's happy, and they're both thinking about their family now."
"It doesn't hurt." Tim spat out.
"Don't lie to me." Horatio whispered. "You think I'm stupid, that I can't see it. I know."
"You don't know anything." He shouted. "How could he." He whispered.
Tim crumpled into his arms.
"It'll be ok. It'll be ok." He said over and over again, rocking his lover. He just hoped it was true.
Ryan was lying in bed in his boxers, having been pushed onto his back by his husband. And said husband was currently carrying on a conversation with their unborn child.
"I'm not sure the baby can hear you right now honey." Ryan said, running his hands through Eric's hair.
"I told people at work today. So we should be hearing from my mother soon." Eric raised his head slightly.
"That should be fun. I called Uncle Ron this morning. And I think we should tell Jay tomorrow."
"Have you told anyone at work yet?"
"The Captain, Lee, and Jake know. I think Sheila does too. But I'm not sure. I should probably tell you before we go to sleep, but I don't want to talk to your mother. The woman tried to hit me last time we ran into each other, remember?"
"That's kinda hard to forget. Seeing as how I was the one holding her back." A shudder ran through Eric at the memory. "That was such a fun visit." He said, sarcasm dripping from his voice.
"I don't want to talk about your mother anymore. I don't need the nightmares."
Eric moved up to lie beside Ryan.
"No nightmares." He said wrapping his arms around Ryan.
"Love you." Ryan yawned.
"Love you too." Eric smiled, whispering into Ryan's ear.