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Just Defy It
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Silence
https://www.dropbox.com/s/bscv2dilfh0k5tm/Melodic%20Silence%20-%2011_22_17%2C%2010.38%20AM.m4a?dl=0
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Since I posted last
June 16 2019- my mom died. It stunted my desire to write, completely. I had no words. She was my best friend in the world.
February 13 2020- my grandma died. She was 91. Lived a good long life. It stripped me of most of my immediate family, as my mom and grandpa were already gone. My uncle still lives down the street, however.
July 5th 2021- my son ( Read more... ) -
Apollo
He was the only person in the entire world i could freestyle in the company of- as candid as i can be alone.
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Anger Wisdom
When you strip it down to its most essential form; Anger is fucking adorable to see on people.
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Inhibitions
Wow so I was thinking about why it's so difficult for me to sing in front of anyone::
Ahem,
It's as if every word that anyone ever said about my voice/singing, is physically floating in the space around us, occupying the breathing room.
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Textually
I’ve been starving to, “say”, for so long that I’m still hungry AF. They so all care for me but people didn’t listen and i let my own fervor build up until i was surrounded by a world sized wall of words, and could see nothing but sky above me.-
I don’t think it’s possible for me to reel myself back in, because once i let me out, it realized I don’ ( Read more... ) -
Hear me out
In an attempt to hack the area between disclosure and vulnerability, A super long time ago, I prayed for a very specific omen from OM, to indicate that I have encountered the ideal situation AND person, to become immeshed with
I do subscribe to the belief that we each have a number of potential soulmates.
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Jell Hea!!!
My mom interrupts me a lot. A LOT a lot. Like wont let me finish a sentence. It actually causes me to feel that she, and many others- have absolutely no interest in knowing who I am; They just love me.
I fucking don’t know if thats even enough but, You know,? If no one is actually listening, why should I force the bestowal of my awesomeness upon ( Read more... )