I remember the letter wrinkled in my hand.
"I'll love you always" filled my eyes.

sad, sad world.

ive learned some things these past few days.... when i was coming to saskatoon like 20 min out, i picked up a hitch hiker. he was a skinny man named james. he told me he suffered from anxiety problems and depression. we talked about our days in elemntary school about being picked on and how it is still carried with us to this day. he got picked on ( Read more... )

how do u delete a myspace page thing?

my chest is hurting alot right now. and i have death cab for cutie playing

im going to do something ( Read more... )

jesus fuck. i looove being the center of attention in my own world. to be your own laughing stock of god damn everything. it seems these days people care more about going out for drinks and getting stoned and snorting coke than to just hang out and be sober.alllllllll my friends are doing it!!!!! maby i should just start up snorting blow again and ( Read more... )

The secret enemy, whose sleppless eye ( Read more... )

why does my life tend to spin out of control alot? my grandma had a stroke this morning.again. and she is hopefully is comming home tomorrow, thankfully it was a minor one. i didnt get to see Shaunna today which really sucked because i needed her more than i ever thought i could need someone. i have a feeling that my life is taking a really change ( Read more... )

wow. fucking awsome. my girlfirend is pissed at me for being a shit face and i hang up on her in a fit of rage against myself....THEN my mom came down stairs and asked me if i have talked to my grandma anne in the past 2 days because apprently her coffee friends were saying that she was having a droopy mouth (to the side) and she was slurring her ( Read more... )