( eddie's my friend )

I've been fighting all week to get below 125 and the scale won't budge! I tried working out more, I tried to trick my metabolism by varying my cal intake and still no results..what is wrong?!?! The scale kept going back and forth between 124 and 125 this morning but that still isn't good enough. I HAVE to be 123 by Monday morning because this 125 ( Read more... )

well im tired and have to get up at 5:30 to hit the gym so guess this is a good time to write out )or type or w/e) my goals

HW: 160 (about 7 years ago)
HW: 138 (recently)
CW: 125
GW: 115 (by Nov. 3)
LGW: 100

today has been great so far! i spent like an hour and a half at the gym today..ive onloy had 150 cals today and im not eating anymore...to most people this probably sounds twisted..but i LOVE this...i love being in control, i love the dizzy feeling you get when you havent eaten in days...its the only thing no one can take from me and i love it

i hit the gym at like 6:00 this morning...after my first class i went to lunch with my cousin (yes i kow eating out is absolutely disgusting) but i only ate a few chips..which i guess was a necessary evil because she saw me eat and i can tell my family i had a big lunch with her...im feeling super stressed even about those few chips...i want to go ( Read more... )