i have a new journal.

inthism0ment.

that's where i will be if you wanna find me.

not that anyone cares or was the slightest bit worried.

so i guess a little update on ( my life. )

i like the beach at night. and holding hands.

( undeniably not )

today was meh ( Read more... )

sometimes it hurts, just the way people look at you, make you feel like shit.
oh well.

i had fun again tonight.

i think i didnt clock out when i left work. hopefully no one will notice and i just get a whole bunch more hours. that would be nice. in my dreams.

speaking of dreams, bed time.

one can really have fun in the parking lot of albertsons if they have the right person with them. and that means, i had another good night, it feels so good to feel this good ( Read more... )

tonight, and i should probably say last night judging by the light creeping through my blinds, was exactly what i needed.

( no need to worry about skin cancer here )

i used drugs to runaway from my problems. they were my escape. now that i dont have them i have to deal with everything. i can't hide like i used to, i can't pretend like everything is okay. it's too hard maybe. i don't think i can do this ( Read more... )

( it's all a big lie )