Despite the fact that I have an effin' cold, I feel emotionally better. I spent the weekend at my parents place. They decided to take the house off the market, as it has been six months now. They will endeavour to sell it themselves. I feel bad to admit that I feel reassured by this. I don't want to loose my family home. At least not now ( Read more... )

I feel as though my life no longer belongs to me, and that I have to resign myself to that fact.

I want my mommy so bad....I want a home cooked meal made by someone other than me.

I actually don't like Fridays that much....I never know what to do with myself and tonight is no different. I'm always both antsy and tired. I'm glad the weekend is here but exhausted from my week. I'm so fucking paranoid from school. I wish I could start my assignments right away but they're so vague, and I NEVER did anything like what I'm ( Read more... )

Wow, I guess my panic attack from last post, has calmed down to a slight apprehension. It seems like since my first day, which was officially last Wednesday, I have been from ups and downs in fears and expectations from Teacher's College. At one point I think I'm way over my head, while at other times, I feel on top of my game. So as much as I was ( Read more... )

All the school craziness is coming back to me...I admit I'm a little sour at all the reading I have to do after only three days of school. I really didn't manage to read all I wanted yesterday....I'm a super slow reader. :( Also, there have been several fuck ups at U of O and people are scrambling. Things seem really unorganized. And for this ( Read more... )

Man this is hard. I was checking up on my friend Adam via Facebook when I saw that he joined a group in memoriam of Mike Seggie, one of his friends who died this week in Afganistan. I was browsing through his pictures and I recognized another face from the newspaper's front page: Chad Horn. Both Mike and Chad seemed like good friends. I saw a pic ( Read more... )

Fuck....every time I see pictures of soldiers on the front page of the newspaper, my heart skips a beat. It takes me forever to get the courage to look, then eventually, I see a paper lying in the bus, and I pick it up for a quick scan. I sigh of relief when I see that Adam is not there. I can't imagine being one of those people that personally ( Read more... )

What a lovely long weekend! August has been a much nicer month, weather wise. Every weekend I've been spending time OUTSIDE! Heck, I have a tan! I finally got to see Rachel and Will this Saturday. We went to one of my favourite places in the whole world: L'Autre Oeil. It was my first time going there in the summer, so we got to sit outside. I had ( Read more... )

I dreamt I was having sex with Christian Bale. *dies* How the fuck do you recover from that? Unfortunately the session had to stop because a catlike creature came flying through the window and started pucking everywhere, I was like, "Christian! Fuck the cat!" But he was concerned about some omen ( Read more... )

So in keeping with my apparent tradition of starting university, I got my wisdom teeth removed. On August 29, 2001, I got the bottom part done, just a few days before I started my first year of undergrad. I was supposed to get my upper teeth removed a few years later, but I never got around to it. And since I've been experiencing a lot of jaw pain ( Read more... )