Some of you may remember my entries regarding my parents' marriage and how it was dissolving, like newly formed ashes in the wind. The neverending fights, the unresolved issues, bitterness, resentment, roving eyes and mysterious lipstick even...some may also remember how the renewed cancer quelled these fights. Today I realized that the physical ( Read more... )

Wow. It's been a year and eight months since me and Shine started walking thru life together. The first year, we celebrated each month. Now, it's just like any other day. No longer are we wondering whether we'll make another month. No longer are we so keen on keeping track. No longer do silly arguments end in ultimatum. The days just melt into one ( Read more... )

After a 3-hour nap, we woke up at 1230AM Saturday night, rushed around like headless chickens, and finally made it out to Sander Kleinenberg @ God's Kitchen. I insisted we go out. I needed to feel normal again. I feel I've had no fun since I started school. Sander played a great set. *it's the juice that makes it juicy!* How much does Shine rock!? ( Read more... )

HATERS GIVE ME A HARD ON I've been holding this in for a few months now. It just amazes me how fake, two-faced, and manipulative people can be. And the best thing? I don't have to do a thing to them. I take responsibility for my actions. If I've wronged you, I'll own up to it. I respect deep-rooted relationships; the one 'tween boyfriend and ( Read more... )

After some nail-biting weeks, it's official. I am now a graduate student at UCLA!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

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*whew* has it been a long birthday celebration or what. i found a trick! if you DON'T want to celebrate your birthday, it lasts longer! don't believe me? so first of all, shine takes me to south beach and vancouver(post about vacation to follow once i get pictures), where we had a great time together. got harrassed by text IM's there, especially by ( Read more... )

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Finally, the moment you all have been waiting for....*drumroll*...pics from France! Sorry...my topless bathing ones have been excluded. ;)

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