what's grey and cums in a pint?

an elephant.

i hate being down.  the other day i was talking to my friends.  things could be worse.  what bothers me is how i can feel great one day, and like shit the next day.  really, it was a matter of 2 minutes that caused all this.

damn, i'm a fool. 

score for the team!

two termites walk into a bar and one says, "hey, where's the bar tender?"

i've been feeling so good lately.  i hope it lasts in a genuine manner.  amorous afternoons are a beautiful thing.

i got  my student loans today.  i got more than i needed.  i know i have to pay it back.  but i want to get more ink done.

2 fish are swimming and they hit a wall.  one fish says to the other, "dam!"

i 've been telling myself forever that school is cake, but that i'm lazy.  i feel pretty good about kicking ass this time around.  i want to be on the dean's list.  hopefully that isn't cumulative, but rather for the semester.

vacation.  i've been waiting since after the first week of school.  
now i have time to check out the steinbeck center!

 dreams fabricated to reality.  not expected, but still surreal.  somebody's fucking with me.

i use to proudly thing that i was the sane one and that everybody else was going crazy.  that's out the window.  what if it's really i who is losing it.  

bizarre dreams of an encounter.  we've run into each other once over a year ago.  and all of a sudden, dreams.  violent dreams. 

i'm old.  and that's both good and bad.

i learned today...in order to talk to crazy people, one needs to talk crazy. 

http://www.nasa.gov/vision/earth/lookingatearth/socal_wildfires_oct07.html

read vonneguts Bagombo Snuff Box "thanasphere"

its dead space.

first day.  92 days left.  vegas marathon december 2nd.

want to do it?

if not...

want to go to vegas with me.  after the run, all i'll need is a power nap.  i'll be ready to walk the strip drunk that night. 

goodness.  some cats are just a shame being so low.  all nothing but fake talk.  and some birds...some birds pretend to fly high.

i know there's a difference between appearance and reality, and we can all pull that jig, but show a little respect.  atleast to yourself.