The last time I was on LiveJournal a huge window popped up and told me that I had just been infected with the plague and then my computer stopped working ( Read more... )

Screw trying to stick to phase 2. I can handle all or none but nothing in between.

Back to 1200.

Coffee200Granola Bar90oatmeal120granola bar90soup120coffee200Sub:820left:380        
Below is me trying to piece together yesterdays menu:

ice cream527beef jerky294Gardetto Mix1215Milk591Gripz cookies120sub570gatorade200smoothie576OMG!!!:4093      

cereal540soup120gatorade125rosato330super tasty burger495 1610            

Oatmeal130Coffee466HotDog340Fries430 1366 134            

7oatmal1308coffee20011Lunch260  granola bar 100  soda 190  sub-total 880  calories left 620  potato salad 358  hot dog 340  dessert 73   1651   

7coffee2009oatmeal130 12 Lunch 120 3 Coffee 200 4 granola bar 100 8 hotdog34010bread and butter240  1330               

7oatmeal1309oatmeal13010Sunkist1901Lunch180  granola bar 100  subway 12 570  coffee 180  Total: 1480            

7amoatmeal13011amsoup180 bread w butter110 12 Sunkist 190 4 oatmeal 130  Sub-Total: 740  Calories Left: 760  Dinner 260  dessert 75  gatorade 100  Grand total (seriously?): 1175   
Sent to me by a friend (Leigh) with the note "This sounds like you!"

"That's very noble of you. And by 'noble', I mean that it really makes me want to murder you in the ( Read more... )

This is the same spot I completely screwed up on last time.
I have my 1200 calorie diet plan all set out so I know exactly what to eat but now I have to add a couple extra and I want them to be good calories not just more sugar and dipping sauces.

And because I have no idea what would add just a few, I end up with not enough so then I think "Meh I  ( Read more... )

Last night was bad...I had a really bad panic/anxiety attack.

It's been a really long time since that's happened.

I think it was triggered by lack of sleep, too much caffeine, and the chinese food giving me heart burn.

When I get heart burn I just feel extremely nauseous.

And when the heart burn meds don't get rid of it, I freak out.

I spent much of the ( Read more... )