So I am putting a chart down here so everyone can see my last 9 days of food.

I haven't followedthe diet so now I don't know if I should just add on the amount of days that I messed up or if I should just start phase 1 over again or if I should do phase 2.

The only thin I worry about doing the 1200 calories more is that I know after a bit your body ( Read more... )

I have been trapped on this island of no chocolate or chips for the last 8 million years....please someone rescue me!! I am beginning to fear that my metabolism is slowing down because it thinks it's starving...i will begin stuffing my face more. I do bad at this part because the portions are large enough so I am not hungry so to add calories i end ( Read more... )

Day 6 - For Real
7:00am - Oatmeal1807:00am - Coffee20012:00pm - Soup180 Granola Bar 180 Dinner 380 Peanuts 200  1320          

This weekend was horrible.

I hate weekends.

They are so unstructured and I can't ever keep to my diet because of it. How the hell am I suppose to do 7 days in a row of the right calorie amou with weekends in there and to top it off I have three day weekends.

Yesterday I got so stressed out and infuriated by all the SHIT that's just laying around the ( Read more... )

I feel like poop this morning. I worked out forever last night, which is good but the Wii Fit works out weird muscles...the ones I don't care if they get toned or not. Like my shoulders and pecs, why can't it be my tummy and butt?!?!

Anyway, I will continue to do those but I will focus more on my 10 min pilates because those kick ass, literally.

Sooo ( Read more... )

Last night was split between two definite dreams. I can't tell if they were happening concurrently or I had one whole one first and then the other but they never mingled together.

They were definitely two completely different story lines.

*IF YOU DON"T WANT TO READ MY CRAZY I HAVE WRITTEN PLOT TITLES SO YOU CAN PICK AND CHOOSE WHICH ONES MIGHT  ( Read more... )

Ok so I got this really pretty metallic powdered pigment...note to everyone: Do NOT get this on your skin!!!!

OMG! My hands and wrists itch like crazy!!!

So this morning I got up and had a really bad headache but took something for it and headed to mom's house to watch G-Force.

Very cute movie but I don't think we should promote improper grammar to ( Read more... )

So after the Ford fiasco last night and slipping a little by drinking too much wine, our company decided to take us out to a nice sit down place for lunch.

The Healthy  menu advertised happily that all dishes on that page were 650 calories or less!!!

How is that healthy?!?!?

This is the first time I had to tell myself that as much as I wanted the ( Read more... )

After coming in last night at only 875 calories, I have decided that my coffee will be my one cheat. So I actually put sugar and creamer in it this morning. Not as much as usual but still enough to make it not something I have to chug.

Day 2
7:00am - Dry English Muffin1207:00am - Coffee (with sugar and cream)10011:00am - Soup 160                     ( Read more... )

Since my previous attempts were not good enough, I am starting over and this time I am keeping a journal EVERY day of what I ate so everyone can see I am trying!!

I won't be leaving anything out either, so if I break down and eat some chocolate, it will be on there!!

I began this adventure weighing 148.2 lbs and with only 1.5 weeks of half-ass ( Read more... )