I swore I'd never listen to the backstreet boys again, and yet, one of their songs describes me so perfectly right now. Incomplete. cause without him i am incomplete. I was happy, well as happy as i can get when my hearts breaking, until i realised he just wasn't talking to me. i thought maybe he would have but who am i kidding? i wudnt be ( Read more... )

Like the thought of being with anyone else could even enter my head right now. Especially NOT the guy my best friend is going for. Especially not Richard. And Especially not since the only guy I wanna be with...Doesn't wanna be with me.

Tear stained cheeks ( Read more... )

We were having such a good time, we'd had such a laugh tonight, talking and laughing and him tickling me and curling up to watch beauty and the beast together ( Read more... )

OK, so here's the scenario ( Read more... )

We're not together and yet I'd still do anything for him, I still wait for him and stuff. its like we're together but we're not together officially. I dunno. I just wanna be with him again. I wanna be happy again ( Read more... )

OK so the drama has disappeared for now. and notice i say for now. it never ebbs for too long ( Read more... )

If he doesn't wanna talk to me I wish he'd just say, instead of disappearing for ages. because i just get more and more upset and worry about him. I'm so stupid.

Him talking to me, just seems to make him more upset. I don't want him to be upset, i'd give anything to see him happy again, even if it was...happiness with someone else. it'd kill me, but i'd endure it, because he deserves to be happy.

Dear Paul ( Read more... )