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I have no energy to type, but I did want to let you guys know that I am okay right now...

It meant a lot that you both expressed concerns, and I felt obligated to let you both know that I am still here. Maybe I will find the words in a couple days.

I don't even know how to put this in writing, but I should attempt to unwind. I am at a loss for words, and probably will be disappointed by the time I reach the end. Disappointed? Probably because I know that this could never even began to unravel what I truly want to say. Disappointed? Because I know that my one ability to write for the ( Read more... )

I am really upset right now.

My best friend is telling me how much she hates that I am smoking and that she views me as weak, now.

And we are having this huge conversation, and I feel real bad/guilty about myself right now.

Hm.. I wonder what is wrong ( Read more... )

bleh ( Read more... )

From about 9 months ago...

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does anybody know how to post pictures?

Another scream
Left unheard
Another tear
Left Unseen
Another Day
Passes her by

Things are not good at all

I can't even explain, because there is nothing to explain

It's an overall feeling, and I don't know how much longer I can fight it. I am not fighting it any longer, because there is no ounce of energy in me.

I want to stop eating so I can just fade away...