We, as a nation, are torn between two extremes. The first extreme being the "Prozac Nation." We have all settled down and decided that popping pills would be the easiest way. Nobody questions how we are slowly making ourselves stupider and more zombielike every day, after each pill we consume. Making yourself into a different person, one dead to ( Read more... )

It has been so long since I have written anything... I should start up. I am continuing my education at the University of Illinois ( Read more... )

It's been a really long time ( Read more... )

well, yeah.

my 18th Birthday is tomorrow. 20 minutes...
yay.... um no.
i hate my birthday. good thing nobody knows about it, therefore i wont be reminded of it tomorrow.

hope everyone is doing well.

sorry for my leave of absence.

crying.... out of nowhere. does it matter anymore? it's second nature.

Personality Disorder Test Results
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im so incredibly overwhelmed. i have no time for anyting. literally. t appreciate my boss so much. she let me switch my hours from tonight to tomorrow and a couple this weekend. oh god, i would have COMPLETELy died, if she hadn't let me. theyr'e too great.

i was in my bed for 7 hours last night. but total... i think i get an hour if even that of sleep. i was crying hystericalyl when i fell asleep. and i woke up frequently sobbing... and it took forever to go back to sleep.. and i would wake up again shortly after ( Read more... )

i *know* that i am crying, but i have no tears anymore to show ( Read more... )

hawaii? is that the answer?