Wow, I cannot believe I never thought of owning a blowtorch sooner!

Totally forgot I had one of these. Anyone still out there?

Sometimes, I miss this thing. Why? Due to insomnia, I have a horrid time keeping track of memories. This thing helps. however, since I haven't kept up with it in the past few years, I have a hard time figuring out what I have done in the past few years.

Changes soon. Big ones. For once, I am not ready to jump into them. I am not even excited about change for once.

Maybe I should try venting? I always utilized cryptic messages that only held meaning to myself, as if the fact I said it in a hidden way made any difference apart from the satisfaction of knowing that in some odd way, I had released the information that has been begging to get out. We broke up, so what? I had been through several relationships ( Read more... )

Tough day to deal with. This one is going to cause a lot of issues down the road.

Dear alcohol, why do you make it so difficult to post to livejournal?

I write stuff. It means nothing. Socializing in the present day feels like nothing more than obligation. I should have made a haiku about that.

HOLY SHIT THIS STILL EXISTS!

I had a small gathering in order to celebrate my belated birthday. People showed up, we played N64, people got drunk, etc. Well, seeing how I was around people that were inebriated, I was able to actually get participation with my little "ideas" for "fun ( Read more... )