"Y'know its funny being away from all that madness, having this distance..I have this clarity, and the one thing I could see now that I could never see before is that...its not my fault, I am NOT the reason he would drink and get mad ( Read more... )

now I remember why I wanted to wait so long to tell them. Its pure insanity. My mom woke up at 6am this morning to tell me theres blood in her urine because I've stressed her out so much. Then two hours later yelled at me in the shower saying the same thing over again. You're father and I both agreed we will NEVER get over this and NEVER accept ( Read more... )

Okay, I feel like I'm running this issue into the ground, but boy I tell ya....Everyday its like a new soap opera episode, with the same central theme ( Read more... )

okay, tonite was kind of bad. My mother spent an hour and a half berating me when all I was trying to do was cook dinner. She said the most horrible things to me. It was the first time I had really cried (of course I did it when I was by myself) throughout this whole thing and I didn't feel strong or brave. Part of me is really sad and regretful ( Read more... )

Just like you said it would be ( Read more... )

So I officially came out to my parents..I definitely said it ( Read more... )

So I just came back from the most popular lesbian bar in Atlanta..It was such a cool experience. I decided to go when I learned my parents were goin away for the night at some party in a hotel..Which meant I could stay out as late as I wanted with no interrogations! ha! It felt like I was in Chicago again. But even more so, I'm almost finished ( Read more... )

Just about 8 more weeks I keep telling myself. Its not like I didn't know coming back to Georgia would be reliving some of the loneliest and hardest times I'd ever known, but I did it to save the rents some money, and to help them out this summer ( Read more... )

so I wanna come out to one of my oldest and bestest friend from high school, (one of the two that I actually keep in touch with) she's married now and i have tons of respect for her I'm just super worried and scared of how she'll react. I think she already knows but I'm not sure and if she does than i hope she doesn't think I'm an ass for hiding it ( Read more... )

Summer 2006 Part 1 ( Read more... )