discovering what i want out of a relationship...realized tonight that i NEED playful/silly banter. need to be able to communicate with someone on that kind of level. seems kind of obvious and i guess i've always known that but it suddenly has become so clear. this is the one thing that enables me to feel like myself...the ability to be able to BE ( Read more... )

to having a happy baby is always being one step ahead of them. you can do this easily be reading their cues. though intuition does have something to do with it. seems so simple and yet, it works.

havent felt the urge to journal in quite sometime but now a few things are going on and i just need to write. a friend of mine passed away today. not someone i was super close with, but a friend nonetheless. i havent actually seen him since February since he got hurt at work, but we have kept in contact through texts a bit since then. im still kind ( Read more... )

i think ive come to terms with the fact that its never going to happen for me. i guess im okay with it. should i be ok with it?

ps this LG lipstick is the worst color EVER. wth were they thinking. no wonder its never going to be sold in stores, it is HIDEOUS. teracotta, rusty, orange. i dont know how they got 'pink brown' from this batch yo. it

i just need to vent for a few seconds....so stressed out right now and i should be sleeping but i cant : / moving right before the holidays is a big fucking disaster! dont do it! its cold, should be reason enough. i packed up a good deal of my stuff in my bedroom, but when i was there the heat wasnt working...which meant we were out of oil. great. ( Read more... )

i am seriously on beauty product overload. ive been to the bbw semi annual sale no less than 6 times, and used that wonderful free l/g w/ any purchase 5 times. friday i got about 200 dollars worth of product for 25 bucks, thanks to a 90 percent off table. i think i now own every CO biglow mentha lipshine ever made. and today i ordered the BE moxie ( Read more... )

so i just got an email from a girl wanting MU done for a wedding and 9 others. i was not aware my cards were still at starting forever but apparently they are. i am not sure what to make of this. if i were 100 percent confident in my abilities it would be a no brainer. good money and its FUN. i am just so hard on myself and so critical. it is hard ( Read more... )

ive started taking flax and fish oil. it is nasty. and i organized my bathroom! woo! i bought this stupid cart:


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my stomach is killing me bc i have cramps. i thought something was going wrong with the new diet but its just my period. not that thats any sort of real relief, but for now it kind of is. apparently alot of celiacs find other intolerances once they go GF, most are apparently lactose intolerant, at least for a little while. i got a bill for oil i ( Read more... )

so im sitting here eating another huuuuge plate of wheat free/gluten free pasta and its really good. kickass, even. its veggie spirals w/ a mix of diced tomatoes and fresh mozerella (basil, garlic and oregano flavored) topped with more mozerella/parmesean mix. you cant even tell the difference. for 3 dollars a bag i sure as hell hope not. i dont ( Read more... )