First morning after the heartbreaking news, I woke up alone with my thoughts, headache and swollen eyes at 2:30am. I want to properly express my thoughts through this journal, been trying to find the words to describe what I'm feeling right now but I can't.

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"It's not so much that I want to die as that I'm tired of living."

Year 2005, I found myself cutting my wrist with a cutter. Every time I buy one, my friends throw it away. So I tried cutting myself with small pieces of glass from my broken wrist watch. It felt no pain. Just pure pleasure. I was 15 at the time ( Read more... )

I'm honestly not sure if I should post this but right now, I really don't care what people would think of me..

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I asked for a sign
If I don't get positive result this week
I'd do ITGuess what ( Read more... )

Depression ruins your relationship with God, family and friends. Right now I just want OUT.

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I don't know how to begin, I don't know where to start. I don't know how to express what I'm feeling right now. But one thing I'm sure, I'm not okay. I am so close to giving up.

"I enjoyed my journey so far, but will I ever reach my destination?"

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