Hello everyone.

Just letting you know I'm still alive. Last two weeks of uni consisted of 14 hour (9am-11pm) days and I still have a self-assessment to write of which I have 4 words so far.

I'm not uninterested, I'm just too busy for life, and missing your cyber-selves lots.

Hang in there. Hugs.

http://www.feedthegirl.blogspot.com

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I'm feeling the familiar dizziness and mental sharpness of a starvation diet again... and I like it ( Read more... )

Check out my good-looking boyfriend!

Featured artist of the week! Solo Andata (he's the one on the left, Kane)

http://www.breakthruradio.com/

I have a new (well, second-hand) LOMO LC-A camera!! Took so long to organise payment and shipping from Poland but it's finally here and chronicling my life :-)
Will develop and scan my first roll of Lomo photos soon!
http://www.lomography.com if you're interested.

My BirthdayMy party was ( Read more... )

I've realised that the only way I am comfortable with eating is ALL or NOTHING.

I can only think of food in terms of quanitity - it is only 'safe' or 'allowable' (according to the voice of my Eating Disorder) if I eat until I am so full I can't physically eat anymore, or if I don't eat at all.

It's the healthy, in between amounts I have problems

I am fat. I am fat. I am fat. It's very difficult to deal with ( Read more... )

I've decided to set up another "real" lj account that I don't need to keep secret and which will chronicle any musings I have which are not ED related. I'm just finding it too hard to be honest at times because I feel I'm letting people down when I have backward steps in recovery ( Read more... )

I'm back ( Read more... )