I go to Sydney in 7 days to model. So doing the whole pre-show process of waxing, tanning, facial care appointments ( Read more... )

It hurts when I sit on the toilet now. My base of my spine presses against the inside of the toilet seat.
And it hurts when I drive my car. My hipbones at the back of my body press against the seat.

But my ribs at the front of my body don't look any more noticeable.

It's weird, the way the body loses weight.

I haven't been updating because things have been bad and I'm sick of whining ( Read more... )

I am going to get some serious reading done this week.

Here is my list of possibilities..

- Ulysses. (Is it humanly possible to read this in one week and still have time to do other things?) No. Tooooooo long and heavy for my holiday state of mind.
- The Sound and the Fury. This one will wait till later too.
- Rebecca.
- The New York Trilogy.
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So I saw a psychologist tonight, the one recomended by my doctor and believed to be one of the best ED Psych's in Australia. It was OK I guess; you can only cover so much in one hour when you're telling someone your life story. But she was nice, and young, and cool, and not at all pathetic and awkward and bored like the few psych's I saw when I was ( Read more... )

In 2 weeks I complete my First Term at one of the top Acting Schools in Australia ( Read more... )

Today was lovely. I "called in sick" for my morning classes (you have to do that at acting school - it's like high school all over again) and went to one of this city's many hidden alleyway cafés for a coffee. I've decided long macchiato's are where it's at these days. I'm a caffeine badass ( Read more... )

I haven't been updating lately because it seems that all my thoughts are consumed by what I eat and how much I weigh. I bore myself just thinking about it. And if not that, then I'm thinking about acting school which is pretty much the centre around which all else revolves ( Read more... )

So I went to the support group meeting. It wasn't what I expected but I didn't really know what to expect ( Read more... )

I'm having troubles eating ( Read more... )