"Sitting all alone in this place Even though we're here face to face There is nothing gone But there's something wrong" *double sigh ( Read more... )

well. its been awhile since my last post... im sorry about. but the kids have kept me quite busy. but its alright their getting better. their with tay right now so now im getting a moment to relax. having twins is hard work im telling ya. i dont know what to do with myself now that their gone. ike isnt here hes over at a friends house. their ( Read more... )

so wow.. life has just been so busy since the twins got here.. its just wow. its so amazing to see them. they are so adorable. I like my boys names thier different and thats what i was going for. Emery Liam Hanson and Micah Alexander Hanson. wonderful names. lets see. yesterday was valentines day and that was a nice day. Me and Ike havent really ( Read more... )

well... its finally time all... my water broke and its time these babies make an apperance somewhere other than my stomache. haha wow. it seems like its been forever. but im only a week or two over due but their finally coming and their not happy about it. i hope everyone will come and see me at the hospital. Tay you need to get there as soon as ( Read more... )

okay people im REALLY sorry i havent updated in like forever or havent been on AIM but my moms boyfriend is being a fucking ass and is always bitching about my being on the computer now and i have to wait till he's at work and its like every other 4 days and i usually dont get on much but i dont have AIM anymore since he uninstalled it so i have to ( Read more... )

well lets see. not only am i over due but i keep having false labor which fucking BITES. i want these things OUT OF ME. im sick of the pain. but the doctor said if they dont come soon he'll have to induce labor so yeah. i dont know but i've been put on bed rest till they come. boy their putting me through some hell. im so glad i get pain meds when ( Read more... )

as you all know from Ike we're back together and are engaged. Some of you might think this to fast and stuff but its alright. We love each other and we know we want to be with each other. i think this time its really going to work. im so excited and im so happy to have him back. its so great. he's great and hes so much better since he went to ( Read more... )

dude.. you all..im like huge. this is not cool. im all fat. AHH. scary stuff. but yeah. i can feel the babies moving now and kicknig and its so freaking awesome. *sigh* its been awhile since i've heard from anyone. but man alot of shit going on lately first kate getting beat and now zac and nat are engaged. wow. just wow. alot of shit. but congrats ( Read more... )

wow its been awhile no? i dont know what to say or how to feel. its just life is consuming me. having to do all this shit by myself. with ike being gone and tay not caring about anything really im just blah. the babies are doing good. they'll be here in no time i think. i like laying in bed at night rubbing my tummy and talking to them. telling ( Read more... )

well i've spent the last few days letting the news i got set in and all that. because when i first heard i couldn't even believe it myself but its true. well... the big secret is im having twins.... yeah... twins..wow... it was just really shocking and all that good stuff. we know for sure one is a boy. so yeah. but yeah. i just had to let it sink ( Read more... )