I can't believe you're gone again! And even though I know you went home to take care of business, I still miss you like nothing else. And my heart hurts for you, knowing what they are putting you through. I can't believe they are being so cold and heartless. But the Star is only doing it because she still loves you. You and I both know this ( Read more... )

Ok, I have finally had enough of being here. I am ready to come home. I will NOT be extending anymore..I am definitely coming home in Feb. But for a few reasons. First and foremost is that I need to get ready for school. I am starting in the fall and I have two classes to take before I start ( Read more... )

I am leaving tomorrow to fly to Kuwait, stay with Liz for four days then fly to turkey to visit Jason. I am actually looking forward to this vacation and then again, I am not ( Read more... )

Today was a super bad day. It started this morning when I got to work and my boss chewed my ass unreasonably. Then I was on my way to the mayor's cell and I hit a really bad pothole in the road and the edge of my kevlar hit my chin really hard, making me bite my tongue. Made me cry ( Read more... )

Ok, so I am back on even ground with Jasem because our whole staff has been replaced pretty much, the upper management anyway and now nobody who matters knows about Jasem and I, which is really cool. But see, here's the thing. Every man in Jasem's family works here. His father, twin brother, uncle and his best friend since childhood. His best ( Read more... )

Sorry it has been so long since I last posted. I think all I do now is work and sleep, with one break a day to eat if I get time. I am still in love with him but we are at a VERY cautious point right now. Everyone that we got into trouble with before is gone, transferred out. So we have a new start, and nobody knows that we love each other ( Read more... )

I am tired of falling in love with someone, or getting addicted o them and then being told that it's wrong! Just because some beaurocratic asshole who never got laid in the last five years doesn't want anyone else to be happy either ( Read more... )

Ok, I finally got moved back to Speicher last week and I found out that another name for Speicher is Tikrit, which is the hometown of Saddam. Great..I am living in the man's birthplace. But at THIS moment, I am in Kuwait, waiting for 0-dark:30 to catch a plane to DC. Yes, I am on my way home for R&R. I will be in DC for five days and Seattle ( Read more... )

So is my mind just deciding it likes a different spice or are my tastes really changing?? I looked around today and realized that I am not attracted to white american men anymore....at all, for the most part. But I am insanely attracted to the men from Turkey, Iraq, some from Pakistan, Greece, and some other assorted countries around here. They ( Read more... )

Well, so much is going on right now. I am in Tal Afar and I got to see my first live fire and mortar rounds up close when we got hit last night. No damage and nobody was killed, but they acquired four Iraqi POWs who were taken away this morning. I felt so bad for them. They were blindfolded and tied and they often stumbled over their dresses ( Read more... )