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Three Little Words
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When you pray, move your feet.
I've been coming to terms with my patterns in friendships, with the way I choose people full of energy and excitement over those of support and love. My mother told me this morning that she thought I got bored too easily and we analyzed what this meant in my life. We reached the conclusion that it wasn't an issue with boredom, but one of my ( Read more... ) -
LJ Idol Season 8
I failed at my attempt at LJ Idol during my last attempt but this time I'm going to try twice as hard to keep up with it until elimination. <3
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High School Adolescent
I should have wanted to dance more, twirl more, tell more lies. I should have wanted to enjoymy hormones, blam my decisions on them. I should have wanted to trust love and honorlust. I should have wanted to pay more attention to who I wanted to be rather than to who I truly was. I should have wanted all of that ( Read more... ) -
Streets & Co.
When she was a little girl and the top of her head was already level with the top of her mother's shoulders, she would twist the ring she wore on her left hand and she would pretend invisible animals would walk along with them on their route to school. Sometimes when her imagination was riled up properly, she could swear she saw them. Giraffes, ( Read more... ) -
Pajama Pants
We sat together at the pizzeria by his house, I'll never forget it, and we talked about pajama pants. By this time in our relationship, may it rest in peace, pajama pants had become a symbol. They were what we longed for at the ends, mostly even at the middles of every day. I would be with him at his home and we would each be wearing a pair of his ( Read more... ) -
Just Because It's You
My friends are always trying to pick me apart and make excuses for things that I do - things that make them uncomfortable because of how unfamiliar they are. "You do this because of your nationality," "because you're an only child," "because you were raised as a middle child," "because of that thing that happened in high school." They can't let ( Read more... ) -
My Ideal Tattoo
Getting a tatto can easily be compared to adding an immobile but obvious new limb to your body, and because of this I strongly believe it should represent who one is. Who I am ( Read more... ) -
Born This Way
In my youngest years, I would obsessively play with Barbie dolls. Everything around me would be used as part of the Barbie environment, until even my own body would be a detail in the Barbie world ( Read more... )