i am currently on shift at camas and ready to curl up close my eyes and pass out. we close in one hour but tonight is the anarchist reading circle so i'm hanging-out for that which generally doesn't end until 10pm even though we attempt for 9:30pm. the quality of my sleep has been lacking as of late. i'm looking forward to being in a bed and i'm ( Read more... )

i am feeling monstrously momentously fucked-up at the moment and so far i've been unable to do anything about it ( Read more... )

i realize that it is now december and about time for me to revisit my october goals.

1. find a fabulous place to live. well, there have been some changes to this goal - i've had to revisit it entirely. i have decided that, in my desire to move slowly and mindfully, i am going to make it my new goal to find a fabulous place to live for february 1st. ( Read more... )

my goals for october:

1. find a fabulous place to live. my parent's have been very clear that i am welcome to share space with them and make the guest bedroom my own for as long as i'd like, and i plan on taking full advantage of this. i'm going to take my time in finding a new living space to make sure that it fits all my current wants and needs.  ( Read more... )

i have this tendency to want to keep track of the goodness of certain days which are past so i can conjure them up in moments when the world seems menacing.

meaning: i've had beautiful days as of late. so i'm going to put them here for safe keeping.

monday night 11pm rolled around and i switched from pajama mode to bicycling mode to arrive breathless ( Read more... )

today i woke-up at 11am and gave myself to meditation. i was hoping to have it give me some added energy as my fatigue has been relatively acute as of late, but no luck... i fell asleep curled up on the floor with scooter once again around noon and didn't wake-up until 2pm. my body is saying something to me... much much sleep is currently necessary ( Read more... )

today has been still as stillness, quiet with my head giving me all the conversation necessary. 
i am taking in great big breaths of air in gratitude of it all - being able to breath in, out with no congestion.
yes.

i talked to lex today and as opposed to feeling all giddy joyful in my gut to hear his voice i felt sadness... disconcerting. he's far ( Read more... )

the response certainly was speedy.

Thank you for your e-mail. I have attached the link to our FAQ which addresses your concern:

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i realize that there are much more pressing issues, but this was something easy enough i could do quickly.
sent an e-mail to the company toms of maine.
this is it:

i am a vegan who recently purchased your peppermint toothpaste. the box claimed that there were no animal ingredients within it, and i took that for granted. however, with further research ( Read more... )

The State of Emergency Laws

The state
dreams
the citizens
it would like

to have

(by Jim Smith)