Sing me to sleep, sing me to sleep. I'm tired and I, I want to go to to bed. Sing me to sleep. Sing me to sleep. And then leave me alone...Don't try to wake me in the morning, 'cause I will be gone.

Don't feel bad for me, I want you to know...deep in the cell of my heart, I will feel so glad to go. Sing me to sleep, sing me to sleep. I don't want to ( Read more... )

I don't really know where to start. It's been at least a month since I have updated.

I'm nineteen now. My grandfather passed away. Work is the same, family is the same, Nate is perfect. Friends are confusing. Crushes are even more confusing, and more trouble than they are worth.
I've been questioning the purpose of caring for so many people. I'm ( Read more... )

UGH. I have so many things to update about, it's absolutely insane.
First things first: I went to the Marilyn Manson concert in Philly at the Electric Factory on Sunday, January 27th. I went with Caroline and Luis. First that day we got together and got breakfast at Perkins which I didn't finish. Then we went over to the Beauty Depot so Caroline ( Read more... )

SO, Holy fuck. Heath Ledger died.

I can't fucking handle this bullshit. I think I'm going to puke.

I don't really know what to do. I thought today was the last day to register for classes and apparently it was yesterday. I guess I won't be attending this semester? I don't know what my parents are going to think of that. It seems as though I'm living here on this earth just to waste away. It has been snowing all day and it doesn't seem like it ( Read more... )

I GOT MY TATTOO!
( Tattoo Adventure '08 )

So. Holy shit. I'm getting my tattoo in two days and I'm scared out of my mind. I'm so excited and definitely not gonna back down but I'm starting to get really FREAKIN' worried about the pain. LKHFSKDJHFDS. EVERYONE WITH TATTOOS, CONVINCE ME IT'S NOT THAT BAD. Because it probably isn't but the anxiety is driving me crazy.

Have my tattoo date set for Saturday! It's at 6:30 pm. I'll probably stuff my face on Taco Bell before my appointment and bring some candy to keep my sugar up. Nate won't be able to go! :( :( :( I'm really upset. He will be at work. Perhaps I can persuade him to call out or ask off early...I really want him there. My friend Andrew will be taking me ( Read more... )

ATTENTION, FRIENDS WITH TATTOOS!

I am planning on using some of my Christmas money and paycheck to get my first tattoo asap. In case anyone is interested, I will be getting "fearlessness" written in Sanskrit on the top of my back, right below my neck. It has a pretty intense meaning to me, despite the fact that it might seem cliché, since I have ( Read more... )