"Well cause you're not normal. You're special. You really need to come to terms with who you are. I think you're an awesome person. If people can't accept you then fuck em. Thats the way I see it. If we were all normal then life would seriously be boring. You need to be proud of who you are no matter what people think. Thats the hard part. We ( Read more... )

For whatever reason I started writing today. I really have no idea why. It isn't something I ever do, probably something that I have never done. I apologize in advance to anyone that reads this, I know it is not good, but atleast it is short. I guess I just have a lot going through my mind because I have a first date tonight.

I don't want to be a ( Read more... )

So I finally went and got blood drawn yesterday and today after putting it off for months and months. I am so terrified of needles that it took me forever to get up the courage to actually go do it. I can't believe I waited so long for something so simple. And I guess conquering my fear of the needles and getting it over with has just completely ( Read more... )

I am so selfcentered that I made a picture of me my wallpaper on my phone. But atleast it is a cute picture.

Also, WANTED: A BOY that will be around for more than one night in a club.

Haha I am so drunk and stupid right now.

So I went back to the Dr. today for my 2nd appointment and it was a complete waste of time. My test results aren't done until tomorrow, and I guess he just wanted to see if the medication I have been taking is working or not. And I have to go back in Monday... again... This is so frusterating. I hate being sick and I hate having to go to the Dr. ( Read more... )

What a long horrible week I am having. I have so much changing in my life and it is so hard for me to get used to how things are different and on top of everything I am so sick. Right now I have the worst UTI. It hurts so bad and it is my own fault that it got this bad. I thought that because it was hurting when I pee anymore that it was getting ( Read more... )

Right now I feel like soo much stuff is changing in my life and I have really lost complete control. I have no idea what to expect to happen to me in the next couple weeks and I really hate that. I feel so helpless to change anything or to do anything and I wish it was different for me. I wish I knew what to expect.

I really wish that I had ( Read more... )

Last week I hung out with my mom for the first time i transitioned and she seemed to get more comfortable with it while i was there. She just sent me an email that she already told all of her friends that I am trans since I left and that her friends have been taking it really well. It must have gone much better than I thought when I was with her, ( Read more... )

Sorry everyone, I am so sure that you are all sick of me writing about boys and dating like their is nothing else in the world, but I have something going through my head and I want to see what everyone thinks about it.

So I have been thinking about my situation with Soccer Boy ( I decided to give him a name since I write about him all the time like ( Read more... )

I am so bored right now. I have no tv until tuesday morning, and it is getting really old. I don't think I can stand to be on the computer anymore. And I am just having a bad day, so tell me i look pretty! lol.