I need a boy. Now I remember why I hate being alone.

I came to visit my family last night and have been staying at my mom's house. This is the first time I have been home in forever and also the first time that they have seen me since I transitioned.

It is so strange for me to be back here with them. It really feels like I am meeting everyone all over for the first time again. But I guess it really ( Read more... )

I just moved into my new apartment and I am so excited! I feel like this is going to be the beginning of a new life for me. A split from my ex and hopefully a lot of new people and experiences. I ended up actually being able to move in because my apartment complex got a new manager who is just awesome. I really like her alot. The apartment is a 2/1 ( Read more... )

I am so tired and stressed out right now. This weekend I am going to be busy non-stop. I have to pack all of my stuff up to move out of my apartment, figure out what is going on with me and this guy I have been talking to, write a speech about Darfur to give on monday.

I hate apartment complexes in Tallahassee. They are all owned by big corporations ( Read more... )

So right now I am so frusterated! I meet a guy and I get to know him and I like him and he likes me and everything is great for a couple weeks and then I have to tell him about me. I f-ing hate this, some guys will not be with me over something that I have no control over. And it is going to be like this for the rest of my life. I will always find ( Read more... )

AHHH I hate my hair! I can't do anything to make it look cute. It would look so much better if it was a little bit longer or a little bit shorter.

So today i was taking out my trash and the guy from the apartment across from mine started talking to me like he has never met me before. He starts off by saying "Hey, I've seen you around before, I think we are neighbors." and starts talking to me. The funny part for me is I met him the beginning of the year when I was living my life as a guy most ( Read more... )

What has happened to me? I was starting to really feel good about myself and then the last week or so I have lost ALL of my confidence and I don't know how to get it back. I have spent months and months building it up and now I feel like I am back where I was a year ago.

When I started transitioning I kinda removed myself from the world. I had a ton ( Read more... )

I cant get anything to work on this site and it is so frusterating. I cant even get to my own page sometimes and it is just a disaster. I am sure it is probably real easy to do everything but i feel like such an idiot. I think i am just about over messing with this thing today, I'll try again in the next couple days.