I am beat but not tired. Or maybe I am tired but not sleepy? Either way I have tried the sleep thing but it isn't quite panning out. It's ok, I am actually in a decent enough mood. Today turned out pretty solid and I will savor that as long as I can. Really this week hasn't been too horrible on my end for the most part. Liz has had the week ( Read more... )

I can't sleep because I am a ginormous nerd. I can't stop thinking about video games and revenge. Not like revenge via video games, they are two separate things that just keep popping up. I will be thinking about totally awesome video game stuff and then my mind will shift to destroying someone on my enemies list ( Read more... )

Only my mom could turn the death of someone into something all about her. It really is a marvel to watch. Tata died Tuesday night at about 6:30. It wasn't a surprise, we knew it was coming. It is sad but not a surprise to anyone but my step father Bob, who knew but I don't think accepted it at all and maybe my brother Brett who is now ( Read more... )

Because I am sure it will be filled with joy and whatever. It's almost like caring.

( Christmas Meme )

I had the scariest fucking nightmare last night. Usually my nightmares, which are something I get to enjoy at least a few times a week, are less horror movie and more soul crushing David Mamet plays. The usually revolve around me feeling powerless and trapped in my life or everyone finding out I'm a fraud and hating me. You know, normal dreams ( Read more... )

Another list because lists are the domain of the uncreative. Liz came up with a few other suggestions for me the other night and said if I wasn't going to sleep I might as well entertain her. I couldn't totally argue with that. At least she finds me entertaining. I doubt a lot of the people reading this care. That's because those people are ( Read more... )

Liz asked me one of the best questions ever the other day. Like, just a great question. It was, "What are your top 10 all-time super villains". See, this is why I spend so much time with Liz because she asks me questions like these. Knuds just whines. Liz asks the sort of nerdy questions that I can spend 3 hours talking about. That last part ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. I really need a job. These are my major problems at the moment, followed by the fact that I never do anything anymore. I am pretty much stuck at home all the time. I mean, I go out for walks and stuff because that's free but there is little else I can really do. I haven't gotten to see any of my friends in forever though. It's ( Read more... )

So I had a strange dream about being on a school trip in I guess high school. It felt like high school at least because I was being constantly embarrassed the entire time and girls wouldn't talk to me. Eventually I had to go pee and somehow I found a rock wall that caused an echo so everyone could here, which my Uncle Lee decided to point out to ( Read more... )

When I was a kid I always felt bad for Shockwave. I mean, Megatron had an arm cannon that rested on his arm and the thing was bulky and probably got in his way but at least he had two hands. I bet poor Shockwave had a bitch of a time opening jars. Not to mention he was all alone on Cybertron, so it isn't like anyone could help him ( Read more... )