i just finished up the last of my xmas shopping with mike and realized that i am horrible when it comes to shopping for gifts. i get too distracted by completely useless but very cute things [ie: why would i need a huge whale pillow or finger puppets from pier 1?] and i am very indecisive, always falling into the trap of choosing between ( Read more... )

i went over to laini's house for a slumber party and we just ended up playing playstation, so every night this week i have dreamt about katamari damacy mixed with grand theft auto. rolling things into a ball and then crashing it into hookers and taxi cabs. the katamari soundtrack is so addictive too. happy japanese songs that distract me from my ( Read more... )

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im upset, frustrated, and ready to haul ass to canada like everyone else who is sane, but i'm also just confused. all of my relatives, grandparents, uncles, aunts, cousins, etc. are back in china, and are not as well off as i am here in america. they view america as a place of opportunity and it has been nothing but that. if my dad had not ( Read more... )

tonite i went to review a multimedia/installation show for radar and it made me extremely happy and refreshed to see such smart artwork coming from such a used-to be rundown warehouse space. the whole place smelled like kitty litter, which didn't bother me because i got to stand by an open window and breath in the fresh air while looking at a ( Read more... )

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On the metro in the eveningThe grass outside by the train tracks sways slowly and cautiously. Each individual strand reminds me of sea anemones underneath the ocean. I feel like I am in a huge submarine, a vessel, an iron lung, pulsating fast, fighting away threats of collapse ( Read more... )