Depression has always been a part of my life. I think it always will ( Read more... )

Most days, I feel like a total outcast. Where do I belong? I once heard that the teenage years are supposed to be the most fun, a time to enjoy your youth. But to me, these have been the loneliest years of my life. And it seems so never ending. So long. Like I'm trapped in this time continuum and I can't break free or rush the time. I don't know ( Read more... )

I haven't written in awhile, mostly because I've been super busy lately. But it's a good kind of busy. Like I said in 2009, I promised that 2010 was going to be my year to change. I really do feel like I've been changing. I can't explain it. It's like my thoughts have been altered completely. Thoughts about myself and life and others. I have a ( Read more... )

This morning was, shall we say, interesting. I was completely sure without a doubt that I was supposed to go to school today. I set my alarm for 5:00 a.m, took a bath, put on one of my new outfits, and went downstairs with my cat Cece and had my "Quiet Time", where I wrote in my devotional, blasted some Christian rock by Krystal Meyers, and ( Read more... )

And Christmas was only a week ago? O.o

As this year comes to a close, it finds me in a place of painful surrender. Hopes, dreams, and memories threaten to undo me as another year has come and gone and God has not seen fit to fulfill them. This year has been kind of rough but it's also been the year where I learned so much and gained so much and ( Read more... )

What’s meant to be will always find its way. That’s how I like to think of my gift from above. Writing is more to me than just a hobby to past the time. I write because of passion. The passion in my heart and soul need to come out, so writing is the only way that I can do this. Passion is what makes a writer. If you do not have passion for what you ( Read more... )

Yes, I know I majorly broke my promise about writing every day. Sue me. Anyway, school is finally over for awhile. It's like a breath of fresh air. Next year is going to be a completely new start. For the better. I know I was supposed to write about last Friday and how well it went. Well, I'll try to write from what I remember.

First of all, I took ( Read more... )

Today was a great day but I've been on my feet and working my brain all day and I could use all the Z's I can get. I'm so happy that things are finally turning around for me. I promise to write all about it tomorrow. Although, I do have busy plans for tomorrow. I'll get to writing whenever I can.

I'm seriously beginning to think that I have major relationship issues. Other than my parents and my extended family, I honestly don't have anyone that I'm close to. I really want a best friend, more than anything else right now. My life is filled with broken relationships and lost friendships. I'm kind of tired of that now. I thought this year, ( Read more... )

I promised I'd write every day but I can't hold yesterday against me. I was so incredibly busy and even today I've been working on the finishing touches of my school work and I just finished a couple of minutes ago. I'll write more tomorrow but for now I'm tired and I just want to lay my head on a nice, fluffy pillow. Until tomorrow.