I need to resurface. I'm drowning.
Everyone says things will get easier.
I'm hoping and praying.

My new place is amazing and I love it.
I cannot wait for school to start! Honestly!

it's happening again ( Read more... )

Someone tell me I'm not horrible. Am I horrible? What have I done ... I've made a big mess yet again. I just want to die down here.

Honesty is all
We make mistakes I know
And I knew something's wrong
I couldn't lead you on

oh god.... i dont want to hurt you.

And do see that I'm sorry ( Read more... )

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What I am and what I want to be are two very different things ( Read more... )

Finally the dust from this past hellacious week has settled [somewhat]. I wish more than anything that I could make this a lighthearted "daily update" post full of trivial happenings, however, my mind is loaded and my heart is aching, therefore this will be no such post ( Read more... )

I feel sooo invisible and small ( Read more... )

ok ined tyo post this now whikle i have the chance ( Read more... )

Dear Jennie,
Here is your horoscope
for Tuesday, June 13:

Plant your feet firmly on the ground, especially when it comes to planning -- and keeping -- your agenda. It's all about being practical. Choose your goals, and map out the steps necessary to reach them. thank you astrology.com ( Read more... )

Um, well, if I knew what was going on in my life right now, I would update you, but I simply don't.
Ok I do know one thing, in order to "get moving" again, I'm going to have to put myself out there and take a risk. I don't think God would steer me wrong, so I am not too scared about this.

Signals

When the light is green you go ( Read more... )