i'm just being honest... my heart's literally smashed.

i can't sleep. it's after 5AM...

I am so cried out. If you think someone won't lie to you or hide things, you're crazy. The most "committed" person, who "cares about you so much", who has never cheated on anyone, who has spent so much time being with you, being near you, talking to you, confessing things to you, who has woken up with you so many times, who stares at you when you' ( Read more... )

I'm up at a normal time today! I went to bed at like 8pm. Thank you excessive amounts of Advil PM. Unfortunately, like Advil PM/Tylenol PM/Excedrin PM, etc. give me really strange dreams. First I dreamt that I went over to my on-again/off-again boyfriend's apartment to surprise him with something, and there was another girl naked in his bed. So I ( Read more... )

Even though human life is without purpose. This is so strange.. I woke up so late today, things have been so weird. My cat stayed by my side all night. This morning (afternoon), I was sitting in the livingroom and a little yellow bird crashed into one of the big windows, and fell and landed on it's back.

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but then suddenly it occurs to me, i slept alone before you.


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I think strange thoughts. I wish I wasn't so consumed by this overwhelming pointless and unwarranted guilt.

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"Live and let die" I suppose.

Maybe I'm stupid, but I can't believe this is happening again. Oh well, my main focus will be school anyway. Just don't say I never told you so.

So, I live in Georgia now. I drove up yesterday. I wanted to leave early and my mom kept hassling me to stay and run all of these errands for her, so I coincidentally ended up on the interstate that goes right through downtown Atlanta at 5:30pm. It fucking sucked. I almost died/killed other people numerous times. And For the record, there are more ( Read more... )

goddamn my knees hurt so bad. up and out of the shower before 5:30am, shitty.


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Ashlee Simpson exponentially grew in hotness after she started dating the dude from that boyband

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